Hi Again yo ! Now talk about me lah yo . I'm cute yo ^^Ahakz . Guess what..... This Wednesday I wanna meet my boyfriend !!!!! hikhikzhukz So freakin excited , like sooooooo kshakhkskahsa(#*Q@#$@*# I wanna flyyyyyyyy ~~~ I miss my boyfriend so bad . I miss you , baby :-( And and nanti wani kene teman me . Nak jumpa wani jugak , nak peluk dia ! hihihi So , My boyfriend promised me to accompany me watch Alvin and the Chipmunks : Chipwrecked . I know , He's so cute.....Like his girlfriend :p mwehehehe And He gonna take some picture wif me . He promised me . hihihihihi Btw tadi I otp dengan wani . I miss this cute girlfriend :( And know what.... I dengar dia gelak . hehehehe Ape lagi yang I nak eh ? Umm mmmm , Blackberry bold 4 !!!!! Ahhhh , can dai . Oh And one thing , memang dari awal bulan lagi nak sangat sangat buat ni cepat cepat........ I'm gonna cut my hair !!!!!! :D Omg , seriously tak sabar nak gunting rambt sampai pendek . Izzatiw adew wambut pendek ~~~ Oh can't wait ! So people , please pray for me . Hope everything gonna be okay and I'll look pretty fine with my new hair cut yo ! Amin . Peace Out ! xo

Hi folks !  I'm bored . Ah what to do....What to talk about.....??? Oh Wani dah balik !!! Ya Allah , Rinduw nyw kat awakz !!!! :-( Dari hari sabtu pagi sampai ke malam asyik risau je dia buat apa , dah sampai ke belum and bla bla bla.... K . This weekend , I've spent my time with my family , relatives and cousins . Mm Semalam ada wedding dekat Laman Pengantin , Taman Melawati . The bride not bad lah , sama cantik sama padan . Eceh Then balik dari tu terus nak pergi cari macaroons lah apa lah . Ah kenape mesti hari tu jugak !? gila penat . ok . Firstly pergi G-tower then tutup , biasalah xmas . And sempat lagi tu pergi bangsar . Dekat sangat , memang tak jauh sebenarnya ~~~ My mom bought 30 pieces of macaroons , marshmallow and slice of red velvet . mmm Nyam nyam ! :3 Malam tu dinner western food , and It's osem (Y) But Memang I makan macaroons , barbeque semua tu lah kan ._. Makan biskut dengan sayur je pn boleh . Then sibuk sibuk lah makcik makcik cadang nak buat macaroons lah sebagai hantaran , plan macam mana trip nak pergi Jb on chinese  holiday..... The fight begins between my mom , my dad , mak andak , pak andak , mak long with Pak ngah . 5 orang lawan 1 , memang kalah lah pak ngah :p hahahaha But serious , pak ngah degil gila . Nak dengar cakap dia je . Haih Hantaran ? malas dengar . Apa I tahu cincin je yang penting . Ooooh , bila I nak kawin niii !!?!?!??!? boleh tak skip Pmr , spm ? hantaran nnti mesti , 20 ,30 ribu . Mahal gila !!!!!!!*&(#)@(@  nak kahwin dengan anak dara orang lah katakan..... Nanti lambat lambat , hantaran mahal mana faiz nak cari ??? Selagi boleh ~ hahahaha 


Yesterday was last 'Sunday' in December of 2011 . It's hard to say 'Goodbye' to all off memory that I've created . Sad mode activated......tet . Hm All of my school things , DONE . Mmmmmmmmmm school ? 
I iz no ready :-( 1 WEEK and 1 DAY LEFT ! Why so cepaaaat....? :-( Kelas kali ni bagus ke ? Serious tak tahu kelas mana pertama and last . Nahais.... Hm I wonder who is my classmates on my next year class . I wonder who is my maths teacher..... Scary tak ????? If dia garang gila , tak siap kene marah, bebel bebel . makan orang tak ? uuuuu , veri da scary . And my History teacher . Do he/she will bore me ? So bad ? Oh please don't . If macam sir tak apa . Cumil ^^ hikhikz Rindu sir . hm I'll miss 2011 . I'll miss My bitch , my classmates , my teachers and eberitang . So badly :-( Hm Ya Allah , why dulu selalu tak suka and nak habis this form 2 cepat then next year nak masuk form 3 then sedih macam ni.... malas macam ni..... tak nak macam ni.....? Next year bangun pagi ok . sekolah pagi ok . tido awal ok . balik rumah study ok . PMR OK ! Ugh Iz dying ._. Umm Pmr ? I wanna say congrats to my cousin , Wani because she got 8A's in PMR . UUUUU , I'm so happy and really really proud with her ! But..... wai co wajin ? wai co pandai :-( hm Again , I'm afraid of PMR . Ai reeeli reeli du . hm Afraid of people says , this world might be end on 2012 . Tak cakap I percaya , but It's scared me y'know . Hampir setiap malam Angin kuat . bukan malam , siang petang pn kuat jugak .... Musim angin kuat ke ? Bunyi sliding door time nak tidur , mesti cam scary and paranormal sikit an . lol Eh catch me up in my next post ! gtg , xo .

I want this. I want this. I want this. I want this. I want this. I want this. I want Blackbberry bold 4 !! :-(

Hi yo ! I'm back yo ! Counting days using my fingers , A week without my family and boyfriend . That's gonna change me . On the way , I cried . No lie . mmm such a little girl that cannot be far apart from her mom , dad , brothers and her boy . Yes , I am :-( I cried a lot but.....I cover it with my sunglasses ^^v HEHEHEHE Now Imagine time on the way semua lagu stock stock nak jiwang and nangis nangis nangis nangis nangis........ So freakin emo in da car while wearing the sunglasses and Imagine I'm in malay music video . Euw . 


"Kau kenal Sara Liyana ? Yang pandai pakai pashmina ?"


I meet Iffah Azmi kawan kepada Sara liyana . Oyeh . And guess what , I kenal someone and she's schooling at Setiawangsa ! And she's Elliani Adani. I mean , Elly ! :D  We sleep in the same dorm ,We're classmate, I seat next to her ,  we're in the same group , We love being dakz dakz wempitz , she's already like my gossip machine . Wait , everybody knows that Elly love Justin Bieber and justin love her too . And what !? Salena can get her own life . hahahahaahaha Dekat sana , benda paling best bgun mandi pukul 4 pagi  , continued sleep and get ready 4 our Subuh prayer , breakfast and terus pergi kelas. 3 jam belajar ? Tak lama, Mana lama lah ._. And terus makan tengah hari and naik dorm then gossip gossip gossip gossip gosssippppp...... then pergi kelas. Ok I dengan elly paling tension bila masuk kelas pukul 2 but semua orang dah ramai macam kelas start pukul 1 :50 . Padahal kelas start pukul 2 :15 . Gila semangat . ok . Mm our first day of night activities was , Ok . Our second , third till our last day was remarkable , Fun fun fun !!!!!!!!!! :D


Our Last day ? Oh no !!!!! I dont want to go home . seriously :-( Elly , Iffah , Izyan and all of mokhdarian told me so . Time nangis nangis semua , peluk lah buchuk buchuk Iffah and Elly . Acah acah bestfriend sampai mati lah ni :p hahahahahaha I dengan elly tak nak nangis tau . memang cakap tak nak . Elly senyap and suddenly air mate dia jatuh and kene sweater I . memang tak rasa elly :-)  FAILED . Then makan malam dengan eyesbag plus hidung merah semua memang cHoMeLZ kan ? (Y)  And now , I'm here while still emo-ing . I miss my justin bieber , Aaron Aziz :-( Ya Allah , rindu gila time buat every body rock now , banana dance , sit down , lawan dengan darjah 5 , bgun mandi pagi pagi , tido ramai ramai and macam asrama :-( Rindunya nak gadh dengan 'kak pat' , 'budak kedah' and 'model' . I bet siapa pergi or duduk asrama nnti mesti macam kitrang jugak cause mesti cam nyampah semua and Each person must have a nickname that given by you n your gang . A must tau . mwhehehe I miss the moment when I called something or someone and It's act wrong then I tried to cover it and Elly laughed me . Bout Alisa tukar Elly lah , and then berus gigi jatuh lah~~ k lawak. Hm rindu katil double decker I yang warna maroon and ada bantal ikea tu ! I punya paling cumilz and cam gegurlzzz ^^ hikzhikz Rinduuuuuuuuuu.. gossip dengan elly , Iffah bout Aina and Nabilah, without their knowin'.  K tu jahat. Rindu nak dikir barat kumpulan Batu api *Evil face . hehehehehe Rindu nak kutuk fesi asyik tido je tapi cakap 'banyak kerja, bgun kan kitrang lah apa lah lajsaljslajlsjal' padahal , bgun kitrang bgun sendiri. and Fesi still tido . Solat subuh pn sometimes still tido . Kitrang nak pergi kelas pn still tido, habis kelas pn still tido , and tido tido tido tido ._. Elly also knows these thingy . Omg , rindu gila buat shuffle , boyanzz and rempitz rempitz dekat cctv (Y) HAHAHAHAHA k rindu semua benda dekat situ act . And bila balik sini, I feel so awkward with tv, dramas, radio, songs and so whteva . Gila gila gila tak percaya I dah kena balik rumah............................
OHHHHHHHHH KENAPA MESTI SEMINGGU !?!?!???!?? :-( K , I kemas rumah japz then makan biskut k . k ? gtg . peace out ! xo

Oh Hi again ! I'm done . urgh , FR34K3N T!R3D . Esok dah nak pergi dah , nnti dekat sana nakkawan dengan siapa ? my bantal busuk ? maybe :p mehehe Urgh , still cant believe that tomorrow I'm gonna leave my boy . Ok , since dia kerja everyday lah I tunggu dia . He never bore me . He never did . But what's gonna happen when A week without him ? I'll miss him ! So bad ! :-( hm serious Nak merajuk sorang sorang and tak nak sape sape pujuk pn . Nak peluk my boyfriend . Argghhhhhhh ! I'm gonna be a little emo gulz after dis . this emotinal fcuk up break me down . Ok dah babai , See you on 18th of December k. muah ! x 

Umm Hi bitches ! Miss me ? No ? Okay . Long time no update huh ? I wanna say sorry 4 sure . For no update dis blog . Mm Yes , Breakdown. Mixed up feelings. Insecure. Fucked up control me . So much ! Urgh being so emotional for a week . Don't want to go out , Shopping and else . Feels this self like A fuckin creepy pig . Yah , I'm fcukin fat ! Huh , Finally I return back to normal . Don't worry baby bitch , I'm pretty fine ! :-) mwehe Ok...Guess what ? I've lost my weight ! Ohhh , I'm happy ! :-3 Thank you so much , Mom , dad , my brothers , my boy , my baby bitch wani and my others . I'm so thankful . Ibu , you're the best . You know what your daughter want and I know you already knew that I always need you Ibu . Seriously . Ohh , wake up in the mornin' , still with my diet mission . Took my breakfast by taking grilled fish and vegetables . Okay , I'm full and It's enough . Today ? today no rice . No worry , I'm a strong little girl . hehe Oh yeah , I've lost my weight again . Alhamdulillah . Oh yah don't forget , I wanna share about girl I hate the most . lol K , I'm kidding . Her name Is Asyura and she currently studied at Dublin . Okay , dia dah kurus ! Sekali lagi , KURUS! Omg , I'm so fcukin jealous here . Lengan dia sangat sangat penting okay ! :-( mm I'm jealous . I'm jealous . I'm jealous . I'm jealous . I'm jealous . I'm jealous . Nah , It's okay Izzati . You can do it ! Yeah , me caaaaaan :-( hahaha she looks so happy okay . Mm , My turn ? hahaha I'm still working on ! \m/ I wish I was like her . Being a strong girl till I get my ideal weight . 

So I'm still count the time by using my fingers . 11 hours to go . Fcuk ! Tomorrow I'm going motivational camps at Rawang . I'm no tumblring and texting 4 A week . I repeat again , A WEEK ! A week without my phone . A week without my family , a week without my home sweet home , a week without my boyfriend , A week without my garden , A week without fart . Okay , Am I will stop fart for a week ? That's crazy ! Oh , tahan je lah ~ Euw hahaha And the most I will miss is my boy :-( Kesian my baby , a week without morning text from me . A week without his girl , and sleep alone . I think he'll sleep by wearing my sweater while hugging his bantal busuk :p A week before I go , dia asyik monyok . It's okay sweetie , I'll be fine . you'll be fine and Both of us will be fine . I love you and I'll miss you , Faiz :-') Oh my diet  : STILL ON ! I hope when I came back from the camp , everything will be fine . And what I hope the most is , I lost my weight . Need to ! If it works , I bet I'll kiss my ass (Y) hahaha stupid bet huh ? Uh okay , I got to go . Need to pack all of my stuff . Babai ! x