Hello , saya Ijjati yang ada gigi besi and bila saya senyum skunk ni mesti rasa macam nak mati sebab gigi saya macam kene kejutan elektrik dan kene gergaji . tu je lah yang saya nak cakap , sebab sakit sangat lah . saya jadi terlalu menyampah + semakin marah dengan gigi saya yang kiri ke belakang dan yang kanan ke depan :-( Soooo ugly . very the ugly . Nak makan pn tak ade selera tau . Esok serious kurus :p hahahaha hope so . lulz But serious tau ni , gigi tak cantik dah . sebab kan kan , tak straight lagi n sakit . sakit sakit sakit ! ye , sakit . Chill , nak kurus kan ? so diam buat macam cool and peace out ~ hahaha 

Ok , Act today is my bad day . why ? Pergi appointments lambat sampai kene tunggu lama , semua macam tepung yang bersepah . lulz And merepek je aku ni buat benda yang tk sepatutnya aku tanggung . Kan kene marah dengan ayah sendiri . Lepas tu ungkit sana sini , and nice huh dad ? Ingat tak dengar ke dalam bilik tu sambil meraung nangis semua ? hahahaha Hate that part . But I kinda love love love the moment when I called my boyfriend and I tell him everything while crying and seriously I'm like a baby . So much . Macam kesah sangat kan cause I'm his baby kuat kentut v^.^v . Upps tite memang cam tu dengan boypren tite , dia pn tak marah . How lucky I am agaaaaaainnnnn.... ! hahaha If I repeat/ say that words 'How lucky I am' for million times pn tak akan sama banyak macam Apa yang ku rasakan ini . Ohhhhhh ~ hahaha Kejap eh . nak serious . For God sake , I'm happy because I have a best boyfriend ever that's always prove his love for me , rather do everything for me , act like a baby sometimes...and It's cute ! :3 And willing to make the decision to spend more and mooreeee time with me than his friends :-') hihi 

Oh hi Again . My name is English . I'm cute like Mr bean . peace ! hehehe Today went out with.....Officially with Amelia . Ohhh , she's so damn pretty . I like her style . so bad . Since primary pn , memang cantik tu cantik jugak an ~ hahahaha Act me and Aqilah were decided to watch Johnny English Reborn . Then everything's jadi kucar and the kacir , At last keluar dua orang mcm couple dengan Amy . But Me still got the fun ! :-D Amy bought 2 'cikai phone' in one day . One day tau . hahaha And what about me ? Iphone 4 , White je lah aku tanya . Tak apa , otw nak turun . Someday Iphone 4 , white will be mine . I swear :-B hahaha How about Johnny English Reborn ? I tell ya , It's fuckin awesome . Everyone can't stop laughing with Mr. Bean's humor , and I bet everyone in the cinema mesti Have fun gila . Gila gila ! hahahaha and then keluar dari cinema semua stock stock serbu toilet ~ haha I masuk je toilet and 'terjoget joget kejap an' , Bak kata Era ~ hahahahaha  I think , Only g4rls will know what I mean right ? :p hahaha K lah people , I feel sleepy + having my toothache . And I wanna spend my time with my sweetie yang kena chicken pox tu ♡  :* mihihi ciao ! x

Disappointed .

Hi . this is my random post . I'm just tired of everything . I'm tired of my dad's doing and all my dad's say . I hate it kskakshkal so freakin bad . I'm tired of eat . I'm tired of my fuckin hair . I'm tired of my fat . Ohhh why lah you can't just get out of my body . Sucks ! I'm tired of being ugly . You dnt know how much it's fuckin hurts me for being called Ugly/fat etc.  I'm tired with the feeling 'hurt' . Hurt with my ugly teeth . Depan ke balakang , depan belakang . kertard . sakit nak mati ! Ah I'm tired of being disappointed and frustated . And kinda weird when I dnt want to talk to anybody . I dnt to smile and I dnt want to fake being fake happy . And at the same time , you dont know exactly what's wrong either . I'm tired of being sad and suddenly realize how lonely I am . And suddenly feel like so regret with all my wrong-doings/mistakes/ with what I've done , bought and else . Sometimes the though of afraid just make me scared of everything . and thinking all of my sins against Allah . being a wild teenage sometimeees....being so harsh with my lovely family , lovely boyfriend , lovely bestfriends/friends , and everybody around me . I'm tired of it all , really . There're times when I'm doing something will happen and change my mood . It's like misery always finds me .  Even I try to forget and let it out , It still hurts . Well , pains never really goes away . You just get alevated and get used to it by growing stronger . That's it . And yah people , I'm a human that believe in karma . 


Year to year, I'm changed . And yah things changed you cant keep that . People come and go . these days , people l4rf being fake . Yes , I'm not perfect . But I'm better than when you're sayin 'I'm not perfect....Human will never run away from their mistakes , I'm only a human lah so wtv and etc' . You're such a bitch that tryin to cover all of your mistakes . And people these days always do it . I bet you . Love ? Fall in love and fall out love . It's apart of lyf3 . Forever alone pn apart of life jugak ? masa kini . maybe . hahaha Waitttt.... I wanna tell ya that I love my love life . How wonderful I've been Faiz's . I love you , baby :* hihi And sometimes it will hurts you and other times it will make you laugh . But It's how you learn those changes that make you who you are :-')