Sunday, October 30, 2011



Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1. Him. No one else would come across my mind as often as him. His perfect humor, his smile, his eyes when they sparkle, perfection.  Thinking about how much love him kills me sometimes but I'm gonna love him till I'm crazy . Ehe 
2. My future. Will I be poor or rich? Will I end up with marry my boy and have our cute and sweet kids ? Will I still be in touch with my friends? Will I become a Fashion designer? Will I travel from north to south America? Will I have read thousands of books when I'm older? Will I could create my own book ? Things like these always come up. Things that make sense, of course.
3. My parents. What all of us know is that, we don't know what to expect. When I think of my parents, questions come across my head, Will I die before them? Will I die with them? or Will they die before me? I don't know what to expect. But as for now, will I disappoint them with everything I do? Will I be their greatest embarrassment? Am I someone they're proud of?
4. Friends. They bright up my day, everyday. But what if I lose them? 
5. Life after death. How much sin have I made compared to the blessings? How many lies have I told that I haven't said the truth to? How much pain have I given to the ones that have never hurt me? Is hell or heaven waiting for me? 
6. My body. I look at myself in the mirror (with clothes on, ehem) and compare myself with my friends. Why are they better looking than me? My guy friends' girlfriends, why are they smaller or skinnier than me? No wonder people avoid me. I'm fat, and I hide myself in large attire. I never wear clothes than fit my body perfectly. Mm
7. The Bermuda Triangle. Is it weird I do think about it occasionally? I always, always, always wonder what is underneath it. What can we find if we do end up disappearing there. What had happen to the people inside of it? Woooih, I wanna go there!

 Guess what ? I made it by myself . Ehe The perfect combination, need I say more?