Truth #2

I'm not those girls..........
Who has a gorgeous smile.
Who has a stunning face.
Who has super long shiny hair.
Who has a perfect body.
Who attracts every guys eye.
Who gets over 100 notes whenever they post a new picture.
I’m not one of those girl. I have flaws and insecurities. I do get jealous. Myself esteem does get lower when I see a girl prettier than me. I’m not one of those girls. I’m sorry, I’m not good enough .

Another wish isn't fulfilled..

I had never thought I would be writing this. But,. I feel like you're just destroyed me. So bad . Yes, this post is sincerely dedicated to food . Um , I think , No food..No fat , No stress out , No cry , No sad feelings , No tears and No f*ckin emotinal just like...Right nah . I think karma comes back around and now I'm hurtings . What I'm gonna do ? New year getting closer . Only a few months to go . I should make my own food timetables . And my diet mission . diet mission ? sounds funny . sho funny ~ But.... Mm , I'm serious . I'm feeling like....I'm super stupid for being very very very veryyyyyyyy da fat and just loves to eat , eat , eat , eat , eat and Semangat tk kuat . Funny . Sometimes...I feel like wanna die . I wanna kill myself . But....I love  my mom , dad , my nigga , Him and those my swagger friends . Truth , I'm afraid of die . Oh someone please be my coach . Teach me how to diet , and get a new lyfe...I mean A healthy lifestyle . Oh mai God , I'm so serious right now . How I wish I can wear skinny jeans , Anything clothes, etc . Hm If kurus senang je nak keluar . t-shirt tk pn top yang simple but nice and Skinny jeans or legging , and flat shoes . How I wish I can wear just like that . hm How I wish...'How I wish' and I'm dreamin'......my house changed become a la la land and fairy tales world . OH EFFF ! common , do some efforts Izzati . You can't be like dis , lepak rumah makan makan makan......You should go out , somewhere and do some exercises . Bila nak kurus If macam ni je ? Pleaseeee , Naik form 3 kurus lah k . And fat , I'm seriously wanna make you get out of my body . me want to change my life . TRUTHLY , WANNA SEE ME TRULY HAPPY ? SOMETHING DAT GONNA MAKE ME A HAPPY GARL ALIVE IS BEING SKINNY . Umm , I'm finished . K dah bai . x