My kind of guy

 1. Do you need him/her to be good looking? 
  I would be lying if i said NO .

2. Smart? 
  Yes , of course .


3. Preferred age? 
 older by two years, please.

4. Preferred height? 
  tall please . 
  but its okay , as long he is higher than me and im shorter than him :')

5. How about sense of humor? 
  he has to make me laugh when Im in hard situation .

6. How about piercings? 
  Nah No . bleeaargh, sorry.

7. Accepts you for who you are? 
  Seriously , if he loves me , he'll love me for who I am . he wouldnt be my kinda guy if he doesnt.  

8. Pink hair? 
  sorry, i dont date with pansy ~

9. Mushy or no? 
  mushy to me, harsh to others :B

10. Thin or fat? 
  not fat, not thin. 

11. Black, Brown, Yellow or White (skin color)? 
  hahahahahahha, how beautiful choclate man ~ In any colour Its okay , I dont mind .

12. Long hair or short hair? 
  anything that suits him. and can make me melt . mehehe

13. Plastic or metal? 
 huh? shitz much . 

14. Smells good? 
 GAIIIID , THAT'S GONNA TURN ME ONNN. 

15. Smoker? 
 please no. please.

16. Drinker? 
 i dont want my drunk boyfriend to call me in the middle of the night saying some stupid things . 

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type? 
 -

18. Muscular? 
 ewww , nahh who cares.

19. Plays piano? 
 if he does, then that's not bad. but , Im not prefer my boyfriend can play piano cause.... Mhm i dont know . 

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar? 
 as long as he can sing to me no matter how bad it sounds :) Act,  I dont mind.  

21. Plays violin? 
 too lame.

22. Sings very well? 
 if he sings with me it's well enough.

23. Vain? 
 hahahaha, please. not vain, not modest.

24. With glasses? 
 who bloody cares?

25. With braces? 
 awww , braces boy . If he wear braces , sumpah cam hajhsahdjahjsh so cute and so cool . and if not , i dont care . as long he cute for me . mehehe 

26. Shy type? 
 not too shy. 

27. Rebel or good boy/girl? 
 HALF HALF. i dont want a mummy's boy.

28. Active or passive? 
 half half. HAHA! 

29. Tight or bomb? 
 what's this supposed to mean? F ~

30. Singer or dancer? 
 singer. Ah me dont care . 

32. Hiphop? 
 yuck !!!!

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop? 
 NO WAY. 

35. Dimples? 
 honestly, guys look cool with dimples . but i tak lah cam nak sangat . tak minat . 

36. Bookworm? 
 hahahahahhaha. 

37. Mr/Ms. love letter? 
 occasionally. 

38. Playful? 
 yes please. 

39. Flirt? 
 not too much of a flirt.  

40. Poem writer? 
 ergh. No .

41. Serious? 
 at times he needs to be, yes. 

42. Campus crush? 
 what's that? no no not campus crush.

43. Painter? 
  if he loves Art , its okay . But serious tak prefer langsung .  


44. Religious? 
 yes, but as long as he can tolerate some sins, then it's fine.

45. Someone who likes to tease people? 
 damn, he teases me all the time.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak? 
 Mhmm I dont know . 


47. Speaks 20 languages? 
 awesome. but i dont care .

48. Loyal or faithful? 
 loyal and faithful. 

49. Good kisser? 
 mm yes! 

50. Loves children? 
 no answer . 

Die monday die

Dear Monday , F you . sincerely , me .

Okay , Hi guys . here we go . tomorrow is Monday . I hate mondays . kthanksbai .

Mhm , kerja seni langsung tak buat . cam malas gila nak buat . so esok i pn tak tahu i ade ape . so i just tahu seni seni seni seni seni seni . pfftt . gila malas nak menghadap cikgu tu . 

tadi i celebrate my mom's birthday . i kissed her cheek . mehehe :B and happy 47th . may you always be happy and be patient with all the challenge . Me always support and love you mom ♥ xx

k tomorrow , i kene teman abang i jog . yeah , JOG JOG JOG JOG JOG . not kewl enough -______- . mhm guys , you know what . tadi abang i beli tempat timbang berat . cam bodoh , lemak me so banyaaaaak :'( shitz much people , gonna die !!! 

dah enough , gila emo sampai malas dah nak makan . esok start diet balik , yeah air mineral je . esok , no ayam kantin . no pie . no air kotak . no sausage . no nips . no choclate mars . no choclate zip . no rice :( 

OH NOOOOOOOO , I MEMANG KENE DIET NOW . CAM SEDIH BANYAK .

okay , tomorrow my diet beggin . Im happy .

okay guys , tadi i otp dengan boyfriend i cam 3 jam . i dapat free call then i call lah dia . so happy . hihi we've share some childhood stories and some dirty secrets ~ my boyfriend so afraid of clowns . so cuteeeeeee , wanna kiss you ♥ :*

okay guys , i rase tu je story for today .  I end here , im so tired . Mhmm , have a nice monday . No , i mean week . Ah whatever . okay night . xx

Day 26

Hi , hello . Okay , whatever . 

Fuck. My cat has lost.
Im fine , baru lepas cam emo sebab rindu meow :'( k guys , meow tu act my boyfriend's cat . dia cam tak balik balik rumah , tak tahu dia pergi mana . kitrang sama sama rindu dia .
I hope you fine there meow . Hm emo jap . 


k k , so macam yang i bgtahu semalam I ade kokorikulum dekat sekolah pagi tadi . Tak buat ape pn weh , tak masuk langsung hand ball then I dengan Izzati pergi lepak lepak then borak borak ape sume dekat dewan . paling macam bodoh , banggang semua , part kitrang makan and then banyak gila benda funny jadi , and banyak lah budak budak sekolah i buat lawak . well , svian memang cam ni . cam suke termenung ape sume , suke sengal sengal sikit ~ 


Boyfriend  ,
Pulanglah sebelum ku runaway , Aku menanti kamu everyday . Aku menunggu dari monday tuesday wednesday thursday , aku tak ingin , aku tak perlu . me rindu you so badly . lai-lai-lai ~ 


gaaaaaid , apehal cam bangang lagu kau ni ? Faak you awi rafael , your song can go die -______________- MACAM BODOH .
lagi sakai bile letak dekat blog , untuk boyfriend kau sendiri kan zati ? dont care , my blog not yours hahahhaa . act nak cakap serious best gila i call boyfriend i time dekat sekolah . act nak kacau dia , then merajuk cause dia tido ape sume . but jadi lain pulak , rosak plan . hahhaha Its okay , tomrw kan ade . kite otp lagi okay ? hihi


oh yah guys , tomorrow . Yes , tomorrow is My Beloved Mom's Birthday . i tak tahu nak bg ape dekat my mum . Maybe card I guess . No , mane sempat buat . sebab ape tak sempat ? sebab zati belum mandi plus malas nak pergi beli barang . sebab ape malas ? sebab penat . kenape penat ? dah lah weh , cam bodoh . so maybe a kiss . mehehe , cant wait to kiss my mom :')

Thank God the week is done,I feel like a zombie gone back to life

Hell-o , I feel like wanna blogging right now . k guys , today dekat sekolah i ade Maulidur rasul. I just datang untuk amik kedatangan , Im cool . weh jap , semua budak cam malas . ramai tak datang , sebab dorang tak cool macam i . Tenene ~ 


Fuck , tomorrow is Saturday . yeah , I hate tomorrow because I ade hari kokorikulum . i datang . sebab ape i datang ? sebab i rajin -______________- Mhm , nak tak nak i kene datang . hari koko , i just datang sehari je . tu pn merentas desa . kali ni masuk kali ke dua . cam bodoh . Tomorrow I'll wake up early morning and , take  my shower then get ready to go to school . Ha ha , me so exciteeeeeed . Fuck .


last 3 days , I've an exam . Like always , i akan study study study study study study , make some notes . no online , no computer , no party , no freedom . can die . seriously can die . focus on my study , make excercise , practice till perfect . yah , i get bored with all that . mhmm guys , i buat math cam tah-ape-ape . paling cam sedih :( agama , sejarah , science , kh and also art, i do it very well . No , i hope so . i berangan je dapat A semua tu . paling cam scary , geografi . me so scary people . seriously tak confident langsung . dah enough zati , enough .


so today's gossip is , pasal this week . yeah man , the week is done and i feel like a zombie gone back to my blog ~ hahahhaha act minggu ni macam macam jadi , i exam , pin tercabut time buat lawak hantu kak limah . cam shit gila , dah kene gelak habis dengan izzati mustafa dengan wani -_- buat lawak dengan qilah dalam kelas , round round sekolah , gossip gossip cam shit , kene bebel dengan cikgu 4 kali berturut turut . so hell ~ hafal and study same same dengan izzati and wani , and paling banyak cakap bout hantu kak limah. banyak gila , we so kewl ~ so be jealous okay ? semua budak dekat sekolah cam main main cakap , 'Husseeeeein' and then dengan tangan tangan bagai . seriously this week cam semua main Hantu kak limah balik rumah . 


okay i harini just partner dengan izzati mustafa je . lepak dengan dia cam bosan . serious bosan :( hahaha tak lah , act benda bodoh je buat dari awal sampai balik . Time hujan tu semua , i just borak borak dengan izzati then nampak ashraf , and then i bet her say 'HI' dekat ashraf . seriously cam lawak gila , and i mcm bodoh bodoh gelak kan zati cause dia cam melting melting sangat . konon kewl enough ah tu ? pffttt hahaha yeah , first bet memang gagal . and then second bet , I bet her say 'HI' dekat Haiqal . still same , well katenye tak boleh bet dekat crush dia . Gaaaid , Its funny can die ~ hahahah


lastly cam bodoh , dia bet i tegur budak baru yang obsessed dengan kak Timah 
WHAT THE HELL , SUMPAH CAM HAKDHAKHDKHAKDHKAHKA SHITZZZZZ MUCH .


Izzati : haha time ni ah kau amek kesempatan untuk buat si Fatimah tu jealous ! cepat ah.


Me : Eeeee , cam bodoh . memang tak lah , jatuh maruah aku .


k k , enough she's crazy much . Fuck you Izzati ~
mhmm , macam yang i cakap dekat sekolah before balik tadi , memang serious cam excited and cerita cam nak post gila gempak . tapi bile dah balik ni ape sume , I'm so lazy ~ 


okay guys , I stop here . Im too tired . mhmm kene rest now , esok ade kokorikulum . so cam penat sikit . k goodnight people . xx

HI FRIDAY , THANK 'CAUSE ALREADY MAKES ME HAPPY . 
oh yah , thank to tumblr . dah buat i happy jugak . No , thank to my friends , teachers , mum , dad , angah buncit , and also my beloved boyfriend ! hihi


Guys , i dah dua hari update pakai phone :( haha act malas naik then bukak pc -_- gentle tak kesah . ala today punye post , bosan bosan ni . tibai je lah merepek dekat blog . blog aku , bukan kau punye pn nak kecoh kecoh .

Harini i belajar biase biase je lah , paling ingat time gelak gelak dengan qilah . Part yang mcm bodoh bodoh sikit , time tengh cakap pasal surat kiriman tidak rasmi ape sume tu . memang qilah cam bodoh buat lawak . haa can die ~


QILAH : berharap dapat pulang berjumpa keluarga untuk melepaskan rinduuuuu ~ 
ME : hahahhahahaha bapak jiwang sial ayat kau . hahahhahahah 


what qilah ? 
APE APE JELAH KAU . hahahhaha serious , qilah cool gila nak mati plus cute cute an . 


okay lah , dah cukup situ cerite harini . tak ade ape pn now tengh buat . baring baring then borak dengan my dad . my dad is cooler than you , yes I do . hihi dah , nak tutup . bosan taip pakai keypad . slow gila , bosan memang cam ni . okay , esok ready je lah nak pergi sekolah ke tak . cam malas pn ade nak pergi merentas desa tu semua . pergi kejap , balil rumah dah lah . exam nak dekat zati , duduk rumah , study .


study is dying ~lol 

'Cause we had it , we was magic .

DEAR BOYFRIEND , HAPPY 8 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY . ME LOVE YOU TILL DIE
                                                                                         
                                                                                     MASAM ♥


So yeah , lastnight was the best day I ever had . baby pn sama kan ? I know .
Today's date , 18th of February 11 . Know what ? Today is , My 8th Monthly Anniversary ! :') 


Baby, thanks for everything that we've been face all with together . seriously , you always be there , and you always make it easier when life gets hard . And yah , seriously Me feel lucky when Im in love with my bestfriend , to have been where I've been , we're in love in every way , and lucky to have stayed were we've stayed :')


Okay me want to say something ,
They dont know how long it takes . and seriously , I'll always keep loving you . 
Me love love love you so much my boyfriend , my husband , forever . 
I sayang abang handsome yang rather do anything untuk buat i happy tu , I sayang you ♥ 

I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

SHITZZZZZ , SEDIH GILA MALAM NI :'(

Rocketeer

Hi blogger , I miss you . sincerely , me .  


serious cakap lama gila tak update . well , Im so busy like a boss . hahahaha 
cam bodoh . okay , now i baru baik dari demam . mhm tak baik sangat lah , ni pn just update biase biase je . pakai phone ni , kau ade buat ? tak an , haha . k k , malam malam ni update pakai phone gentle susah . slow maaat ~ 


last week i balik melaka , ade relative i kawin then macam macam lah  . banyak gila story . but tonight malas nak share , taip gune keypad mcm haram :) so just nak cakap , i demam dari kampung and mcm lancau gila , lepas tu sampai kl i pergi klinik and dapat mc . jap nak bebel . babi gila jumpe doktor tu pn dah kira 15 ringgit.  HAKHSKAKSB , SUMPAH MAHAL . and bile i cakap 'ibu pergi klinik 1 malaysia senang , seringgit terus sekali jumpe then dapat ubat' . Eh wait , mane klinik tu weh ? lagi bodoh . hahaha 


16th February 11 
Guess what ? My boyfriend's birthday :B I ade buat prank . hihi , Im a cool lady . I know :) hahaha okay banyak nak cakap , serious i nak lame lame time birthday dia ni , gila tak cukup 24/7 . okay bout this , i akan update gune post lain k ? special for you beby ~ hahaha 


Tomorrow . Yeah tomorrow i akan start sekolah balik . well i dah mcm school holiday . bukan main nak school holiday lagi :) hahaha okay , mc i pn one day je . so start esok i dah kene pergi sekolah . meet Zati and others . Me miss you so much , Friends . hihi so start esok i dah kene ready nak stress lagi . Fuck my life . 


serious i excited nak masuk sekolah , but sedih tak dapat lepak lepak dekat rumah lagi kan . even tido je , ye lah feeling unwell :( hahaha k k dah lah , aku malam malam gune keypad memang cam haram merepek cakap . dah , I end here . 


goodnight .

HI , IZZATI DAH SATU HARI KEMAS RUMAH . PENAT . PENAT SANGAT . 

Esok sambung lagi kemas , memang menggila penat . so dari tengh hari i just kemas rumah . i paling ingat time otw nak jual barang . sumpah lawak bila nampak ade satu lori ni , dekat cermin dia ade tampal 'Roxy' . Jap , Roxy tu bhaaai . haha i cakap dekat angah i , weh bapak kaya gila driver lori ni . try tengk cermin dia , Roxy siaaaal :B . satu kereta gelak , hahaha . 

Jap , ade lagi nak cakap . ni part kemas dalam bilik angah i pulak . i nampak satu buku dia , banyak gila lukisan college dia dulu . then i tengk and i cakap , lawa sial angah lukis . serious lawa . and then brape minit lepas tu , i cakap , eleh tekap boleh ah . tu lah lawa cam ni , hahhaha . my mum sekali gelakkan angah i . and sekali kene dengan angah i , eh sedap kau je eh cakap cam tu . aku lukis sendiri tu Bong . okay wait , Bong ? F you , f you , f youuuuuu . die ~

okay , ni dekat pasar raya besar . hahah carrefour la mat . I cakap dekat angah i , eh angah kite baik lah harini . serious angah kite baik bawak kite jalan laaa . i usha muke angah i , serious cam tengh sabar . hahhaa dah lah angah , kau always be my Buncit man . Always , forever till i die . me love your tummy so much . sincerely , me . hahahaha 

baru kejap tadi , along i bagi baju . alo so sweet , Thank you . ye tahu skrang dah busy kerja , penat balik kerja . Along , your little sister always love you and support you . No matter what okay ? Even sllu kene maki hamun , marah pn :') hihi 

okay dah , cukup sini je kot . memang seminggu ni busy . busy gila babi . dah boleh cancel kan semua temujanji . tunda next week . bye . penat . 

Hi Wednesday . 

Imma wish , Happy chinese New Year for all those Chinese . Have a blast . sincerely , me . 

okay , today i just spent ma time with my family . yeah , just stay at home , home , home . Tak bosan mane pn , kemas rumah . and now pn still kemas act , and i je yang nak blog sangat . well before pergi tuition ni , ape salah nye an ? ni blog aku k :)

Mom : tengk ni gambar adik dengah angah , hahaha

WTF MAN , IM SO UGLY AND LIKE TUMBI GIRL MUCH ~ dont care , Im awesome . haha act i tengk and i terus gelak . gila lah dulu cam ni dengan angah i , now mcm ape je . but we're so adorable , I love you brother hihi 

k jap lagi update lagi . tuition im cominnnng ~

Hi, Im back blogger . Im so tired but I've a lot of fun with my friends , Izzati . okay , harini just maths and bi . gila maths , pecah gila kepale . benda yang i tahu then blur punye pasal , semua rosak . Shit . 

balik je i lepak dalam kereta , Izzati bajet saman . haha and then kitrang borak borak bout something . okay dah , i nak cakap bout harini . bukan pasal i dengan zati . hahaha 

Mon,Tue,Wed,Thurs,Fri,Sat,Sun I memang akan text dengan boyfriend i . non stop . dah jealous sikit , hahaha okay then dia balik dari hosp , and dia bg I good news . I happy gila dengan good news dia bg td . Seriously Im so happy , 'cause I can make you more better than before and I hope you can get better soon baby :')

So guys , dah cukup story untuk harini . I nak stop semua ni . text dengan my boyfriend , and sambil tu tengk horror story jap . ade cam i berani tak malam ni ? Ye lah , everynight I ketakutan . malam ni tak gentar lah der ~ haha padahal , jap lagi call boyf , call kawan jap . sebab takut . dah hafal diri aku ni camne -_- haha okay lah , i end here people .

Oh Hi , Tuesday .

I baru balik dari tuisyen , and I've a lot of fun with my babi , Izzati Mustafa . I dah gelak , dah makan kit kat , dah gossip , dah kene tegur dengan sir asyik nak cerite makcik nenek ape sume , and semua benda i just share dengan dia . Rindu gila dekat zati :( asyik emo je . okay thank you everyone . bye . hahaha

so harini i just stay home , buat homework and just text with my boyfriend . hihi , I love him . dah cukup situ . nak jiwang tak payah sini zati -_- haha okay dah bulan februari dah kan ? I on tumblr semua and banyak cakap bout Valentine day . yang paling mcm lawak bg i , bile someone yang tak ada partner and then he/she will be FOREVER ALONE ~ sumpah cam lawak , so bapak banyak gila forever alone this year . well , semua dah jd dak dak tumblr . mesti lah dah tahu forever alone ape sume tu an ? :P haha Alaa , ingat pulak Jane . yeah , Izzati's cat . dia pn nnti forever alone :( hm sedih untuk Jane . gila nyirap ngan perangai aku . hahah Act nak bg jealous sikit , I ade my boyfriend , Ahmad Faiz . kau orang tak ade an ? haha 

dah lah tu zati , semua kau nak cakap . so i dah makan depan pc , ape sume . 

yeeww , angah aku dah buat muka comel dia , so kene past semua ni dekat dia :( hm so sad . so better stop . haha and mcm janji yang i dah buat dengan boyfriend i , lepas je update terus stop semua ni . so , i kan baik dah now , and penat gila nak mati , so i end here okay blogger ? :)

Night .

Time flies

Time passes so quickly and yeah Its already February.
Hi my dear February , nice to meet you again . 


So this February , I wish I will work harder , I will give more focus on my study , lost weight with Izzati , Always have time for my dearest boyfriend , my bestfriends and my friends too . Okay with my beloved family , my mum , my dad , and my naughty brothers . I hope this february will brings more joy , happiness for all those around me . and I wish this february ,  for heartbroken outside there , no more sad story , tears . I wish I always smile , make people around me happy . I wish I've strong enough to face all the trials . easy to say , I want to be happy in this February :') Just live in your life , because its only temporary . 


January is gone .
My dear February , please be nice to me . 
Izzati ♥ xx