Hi April , nice to meet you again . Im hoping everything's will be ok , all those around me always happy with their life . dapat tak ? tak payah dah nak gadh sane sini . wat lek wat kewl jeew ~ gadh gadh pn pergi mane ? update update nak cakap pasal orang pn buat ape je kan ? buat kewl sudaaah... aku pn dah malas nak cakap , update sane sini . ye leww , aku tak cakap ape ape , dah senyap semua , kau je macam kecoh . kecoh ke ? you mad ? lol lepas ni , nak update ape ape pn , kau update lah . benda betl boleh ubah ke ? tak kan , so wa tak heran . pergi mane je pn kan ? so semua dah settle , over dah semua ni . aku pn dah lame tak cakap pasal kau , hal hal kau . so kau dah boleh stop kay ? jangan nak bitch sangat lew ~ bow chika wow wow ,what you gonna say ? Its over girl ~ ok back to the topic . This April,I wanna study hard , focus on ma study , always make people around me happy , nak dapat top 10 , nak dapat 6 A +++ semua lah . i'll try . yeah I always trying , never give up. target gila nak fixie bulan 4 ni . Is waiting . hehe my dad sho kewl cause he'll buy me picieeeee ! weh , pasal ni zati ? k dah . i nak always spend time dengan family i , boyfriend i , busuk tuuuu and kawan kawan i semua , Wani , tiqah , yuha , rajiah , and others . senang cite , i want to be happy and always strong . macam parents i cakap , if kuat , sabar , ape ape pn boleh buat , boleh selesaikan semua cakap cakap orang.

Bye bye my dear March . and HI hello to you , my baby April . please be nice ♥ xx

I'm the happiest girl C:

TRUE LOVE NEVER DIE 

18th March 2011

Hello world , humans and of course my baby (: okay why i sweet sangat ? -.- Bcause I miss my busuk like a lot :C Anyways today was our anniversary .

YEAYYY LIKE OH MY GOD , IM SO EXCITED !!

"I miss the time eating donuts with you" -Ahmad Faiz 

Hey sweetheart, Happy 9 Months Anniversary my baby <3 (: Letting you go would be the worst decision of my life but I wont ever let that happen. Im gonna make sure that everyday I’ll prove my love to you and never give up. Im gonna share my lifetime with you and hopefully in our next life I’ll get to meet you again because I would hug and kiss you all over again love. I love you. My baby, You are the reason why I wanna wake up every morning. To hold you, and to tell you how much I love you. Yeaaah...I gotta be luckiest girl in the world to have your heart. When Im with you I feel like its just two of us in this world. yeah bitch, We’re not a perfect couple behind all this we have our breaking up moments and somethings that we don’t agree on but I know that we are perfect on our own way for holding on no matter what we are going through. I love him with all my heart . I just know that I wanna be with you forever. All I can ask you is to never give up on us and love me forever. simple , I like you . yes i do my cute boy(: My handsome boy , you’re my world . 

Babylove.

You’ll always be my baby, my baby. Baby , I’ve never been so Happy like this my love . ehe Again , Happy Nine months anniversary my cute boy ! I love you baby , I love you ♥ x

The most beautiful day

Ok , so ...... Hello Hi i miss my blog so badly . Nah , I mean too badly . hehe Im sorry Im sorry Im sorry Im sorry and last , Im sorry <--- Ini Anwar Hadi . so kewl . yeah , Im sorry 'cause i dah lama gila tak update blog ni and memang langsung tak ade idea nak cakap ape , merepek ape , bebel ape , share ape , story ape , semua tak ade lah senang cite . lately ni i memang busy . busy dengan siapa ? like always , my beloved family , my lovely boyfriend and bestfriend  ♥ .

Last Tuesday 

macam ape yang i dengan wani plan , SLEEPOVERR ! hehe dalam pukul 9 mcm tu , i sampai rumah wani and yah , my dad cakap cakap dengan abang dia , and lastly i pesan send my regards to my mom .then i masuk , salam mom dia and stay dalam bilik , meet the twins , hidayah , and also wani's lil brother named , Hidayat . yeah , I hope i guess his name with exactly . and then wani siap siap semua and kitrang start gossip tumblring reblog some photos. yeah , wani cam sleepy gila but its okay , i faham dia baru lepas  makan ubat then dia dah tido awal dari i . Its okay wani dah tido , busuk i still ade teman i bobok kan ? hihi then dalam pukul 12 :40 cam tu busuk i tetido .alo i tak marah pn , dia memang kalau sleepy comel mcm tu c: 

Wednesday 

morninggg wednesday, wish today will be a good day for me and all those around me

.Please pray for me , today is my first date with him . so nervous and can die :C

I wake up like 10 am . Lepas tu keringkan rambt and tengk anwarhadi's video then , abang wani bawak kitrang pergi breakfast. and then , balik rumah terus siap,  I je belum siap so yeah try baju ape yang I nak pakai pergi meet my boyfriend . lepas tu , i siap siap rambt and kemas barang , and then Im ready people ! hehe 

sampai pavi, kitrang terus masuk and pergi beli tiket and yah , memang queue sangat pendek sebenarnye kan wani ? :) haha separuh queue tu , faiz text me and yah dia kate mcm nak otw . so yah , I mcm dah gelabah , nervous bagai and tibe tibe cam sesak nafas . ha ha so funny bila fikir balik . MACAM BODOH ZATI . then pendek kan cerita kitrang pergi jalan jalan and pergi cotton on then beli sandals , and bag . My god , design beg tu so kewl . know what ? ade owl , and i dengan wani beli beg yang sama ! hihi then kitrang pergi the times , borak tangkap gmbar and sampai kene tegur . Its okay , we're so keeewl . Know what ? I jumpa my friends since myspace , Munirah zakaria . yeah , Munie . she's so cute and like always , pretty :)

borak borak then boyfriend i cakap otw . nervous but i try to chill myself dengan wani . faiz call i kate dia dah sampai . ha ha zati ape kau rasa time tu ? tak rasa ape ape , cam nak balik rumah buat tak ade ape ape jadi and mcm jerit , lompat lompat . nervous macam, OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG IM SO FUCKING NERVOUS . shit much.  before wani tengk movie, i panggil wani and hug dia . aloo , I love you wani . mehehe lepas tu , memang 5,6 kali i nak keluar tak jadi . 

WEH BAPAK NERVOUS WEH . NI GENTLE CAKAP , NERVOUS CAM GILA PUNYA .

so yeah lastly 3 kali dia call i and dia dapat jugak kejar i time dekat The times . haha 

oh yah , lupe cakap . act i meet Meor . kenal kan ? okay say Hi to abang Hot kita , Meor :B hahaha okay dia ikut i dengan boyfriend i . plan kitrang pergi makan . kitrang pilih pergi J.co . and yah , my boyfriend yang belanja kitrang :> mehehe then kitrang makan i mcm main main , meor cakap i nak faiz suap . A'ah memang , tapi meor sebok situ -_- hahahha kitrang makan then faiz ajak meor pergi beli air  .tahu ape lagi tak ? my boyfriend belanja i air :> Lepas tu masuk The Times , I hugged and kissed him . be jealous ok , Im lucky C: 

Then, my boyfriend , meor and I pergi lepak dekat The times ...

M : I love you (He said like that to Faiz)

F: Awak , awak jealous tak wak ? (He says to me)

I : Taaaaak . I boleh buat lagi lebih okay . #after that, I looked faiz and...

    Baby , I love you C:

M : Mhmm , Babyyyy ~

K, baby still ingat kan otw pergi forever 21 kite hold tangan, and yah main main betl kan tangan then time tengah cari rantai untuk wani , you suddenly hold me and kiss my cheek . Ingat ? My god, I dapat 2 kiss dekat pipi ! mehehe k k, nnti i kene cubit dengan you . sakit ok :( haha then otw pergi beli J.co, kita hold lagi and baby tarik tangan i bila something halang i jalan, and beratur pn still pegang tangan, ingat lepas first time I hug tu, baby ade cakap 'nnti i nak hug you lagi tau' so cuteeee ! then still ingat you menyakat i, you pegang kan barang i, you pandang i then i cakap jangan pandang ape sume kan ? hahaha Im so shy. lepas tu time balik, i tanye you why mcm sedih and you cakap 'sebab you dah nak balik :(' alolo , why lah mengade sangat busuk i sorang ni ? and then time nak balik tu, pesan i suruh takecare, and ape nnti semua text baby . then kite hug, kiss and lepas tu i suruh baby tutup mate and i kiss your cheek lagi :> and then you kiss cheek i jugak, but lameee sangat . hihi lastly, baby cakap dekat i 'mhmm I nak hug you lagi boleh ?' so cute baby , and I know you'll miss me . 

k thanks a lot dekat wani, abang dia, bibik dia,semua semua lah, cause dah baik sangat dengan i . bestfriend, thanks k teman aku keluar , support me, being my secret keeper, and thanks for everything baby . hang out with bestfriend and meet my boyfriend is the best day I ever had. I dapat hold your hand kiss hug laugh smile . I really really have fun with you,my baby. and i wont forget this moment . I wont . My Baby, thanks a lot for the kisses hugs, the way you prelude me . Yeah, everybody knows that Im very very lucky girl cause I have you. As your girl, Im so proud of you . seriously . thanks again 'cause you already make me happy . yeah , I feel loved weh hahaha

last words, You're my bestfriend, my  bro, my husband and the most important is, my better man. :) I memang sayang gila dekat abang handsome and tinggi tinggi tuuu  ♥ Always pray, our relationship will last forever, Amin.  

I love you always and forever boy x

okay so , IM TIRED PEOPLE. okay enough . I baru balik teman my mum shopping . tadi dalam kereta cam banyak gila topic , but then macam tenenenenet . serious tak ade idea , tak kreatif , tak tahu nak share ape . 

hahahha tibe tibe dengar lagu beautiful monster . ye lah i tahu my dad cool . rupenye my dad tengh tengk Ne yo buat concert dekat mane tah . she's a monster ~ hahahhahahahha 

sampai je , i teman my mum tengk barang ape yang dia nak beli . yeah , kain . my mum nak beli kain and buat baju kurung untuk pergi kerja . so sementara tu , i mcm bapak shakhshahsknak penat , and stop pergi makan . ya allah , cam bersyukur gila . cause i sebelum pergi tadi tak makan ape sume , and bile keluar mcm shit lapar . Izzati memang macam ni . time makan tu serious cam tak suke kakak kakak dekat sebelah my mum cam tu . sumpah cam bising gila mulut , tak tahan dengar dia bebel bebel then gelak .  fikir awak cun sangat ke gelak cam tu ? fikir kulit awak tu dah lawa sangat ? fikir cover cover lawa , cantik lah ? k k kesitu pulak i cakap . act i nak cakap bout dia cam kecoh gila cakap bout yesterday . Yes , tsunami that occurred in Japan . k setakat cakap biase tak ape , but bukan main cam mulut dia nak kene ketip ~ senang cite , tak suke dia . okay dah . 


so tadi tak beli banyak sangat kain . yah i still ingat lagi nama kain tu , Italian Roberto Silk . like seriously , warne dia cool gila . and yah , kain my mum punya i pilih kan mcm cool . i suka ! bukan puji diri sendiri pandai pilih kain okay , but memang . hahahha bila my mum dah pakai kain tu nnti , tak lama lagi i ngorat my mum lah . mehehe . 
NI NAMANYA ANAK TAK ADA KERJA . MACAM BODOH . 
oh yah , dont forget bag . I bought the bag for my boyfriend's sistha . It's special for her k . serious , tak tipu . love you even I've never met you sis ♥ xx


I happy gila pergi shopping dengan my mum , dad semua . thanks belikan i kain tu and bag . even ibu banyak beli :( hahahha tak kesah pn act , i malas nak beli barang harini . so I end here peeps . anything else , just follow my next post okay ? xx

Pray for the world .

DEAR PEOPLE,STOP BLAMING 2012 . 

It's not about 2012 , It's about us . It's about what we've done to the world . And hell no , nature is not taking revenge on us . 

Oh God , please save the world . Amin ...

Shit much shit much. fuck the world peopleeeee !

Hi my crappy blog . No . hi my little diary , I missed you like a lot . hope you'll miss me too :( k lately ni seriously Im busy with my family , boyfriend, friends , school , teachers , books , homeworks : during March school holidays . last for sure , texting with my boyfriend 24/7, spend ma time with my beloved family and my friends , wani , tiqah , yuha , rajiah , my class mates . Thanks 'cause you've made my day  ♥ 

Last wednesday .

k guys , here we go . hari rabu lepas i memang tak datang sekolah and I just buat kerja seni sama sama dengan wani . for sure , thanks to her bro cause bought my fav ice - cream , Mcflurry . and then sampai je rumah wani , so keeewl . no , I mean bapak sejuk ~ hahahha okay then kitrang buat seni , gelak gelak , gossip gossip, wani tolong i and i tolong wani . time tengah buat seni , wani's mum get into her room and i mcm : hajkhshajkhs mom dia lawa !!!

 #sorry k I mcm excited dekat situ , well dont care . 

and then dalam pukul 6 mcm tu , wani ajak i turun makan . dekat bawah i nampak adik dia . 

                                   

                                  "DIORANG GEDIK SEBAB ADE KAU NI"

wani cakap atas tu dekat i and i faham adik dia memang hyper much . wanna bring this little kids back to my home . hehe ~ hahaha

OMG OMG OMG , THEY'RE SO BAPAK CUTE . IM JEALOUS ~ 

k k , bile dekat dapur adik dia yang twins tu mcm main main 'kite pendek' and repeat it again again again n again . yeah , last words so cute . kthanksbye . so yeah , i dengan wani mcm share banyak sangat haritu . I suka spend ma time with my real bestfriend , yeah . so balik tu kitrang mcm cakap cakap bout rabu nnti . Gaiiiiiid , semua Rabu . semua dengan wani , semua rabu ! hihi k , I'll miss this . sure . 

Yesterday

k guys , It's was about yesterday . nothing much , just have fun dekat sekolah , meet wani , tiqah , rajiah and my class mates . Know what ? Yuha pergi umrah , so macam dapat cuti lama gila . kalau boleh tunggu dia balik sini , well nak gossip dengan and my gang again and again . hihi so just banyak belajar math , and banyak lah jugak , ringkasan , science , sivik and yah yesterday , my first time I met cikgu Rahmah . she's teaching my sivik class . yes , she's so cool and kind . yeah , so kind . time balik mcm huru hara , but yang penting i dapat   jumpa wani before balik . so yeah , Im happy . 

Today 

Yah , Hi Wednesday ! 

today , my mom and dad took leave . semalam pagi tadi buat seni and pergi sekolah lambat  nak dekat pukul 3 cam tu . BAGUS IZZATI -_- dekat sekolah siapkan sikit seni and salin nota sejarah lepas tu bincang jawapan module dengan cikgu maths and lepas tu rehat . so yeah , I meet tiqah , Aina , and Nik . nice huh ? :) suke cakap HI dekat dorang , cause I know sometimes diorang tahu i mcmmana. Yeah one more thing , wani tak datang . gila rindu dekat my girl-zzzzzzzz , miss her so badly :( mane dia hilang jap , phone hilang susah text . I hope you fine there k ? ♥

Nasib tadi Tiqah ade , rindu dekat tiqah jugak . balik tadi i ade bm , and kitrang kene buat karangan and folio jugak . before balik tu borak borak dengan cikgu , yah tak ade problem pn dengan dia . cause dia baik . tak tipu .

so seminggu ni just buat homeworks and dont forget, a date baby . If God willing its . Amin ... 

Let's show her what is really shit .

paling suka part mengata . paling suka dengar cerita ular kau . paling suka kau konon semua betul. paling suka kau bajet tak salah , tak pernah mengaku salah , ego . konon beralah . fikir dulu sebelum kau cakap . paling bahagia bila tahu semua yang kau cakap cakap belakang  . paling suka bila tahu kau mengata bagai . dasyat betul cerita kau , menangis malam malam sebab boyfriend aku . lagi dasyat siap nak text , nak kenal kenal . ye lah , kenal dulu boyfriend aku kaaaaan . TERLALU KENAL sebenarnya . nak kata aku rampas kebahagiaan kau ? kecah sangat ~ kata ape ? JERK ? dasyat , terlalu dasyat . nak cakap semua kitrang cakap semua tipu ? sape tipu sape ? sape beralah dengan sape ? sape  menghambakan sape ? sape tak appriciate sape ? sape langsi dengan sape ? sape bgus ? sape cakap macam belit belit weh ? ye lah , kau bagus , pandai , bijak , cantik , slim , skinny ,  baik mcm malaikat . ye lah weh , kau kan sllu beralah . selalu sangat sebenarnya :) oh lupe , Perfect . betl jugak kan , bile fikir fikir balik . boleh tahan cerita kau . rase rase lah kan , kau dah boleh cari kawan lain . serious semua terbongkar , menyakitkan hati , rase happy sangat . terlalu happy bile tahu semua yang kau mengata :) if dah tahu dah kene ignore , still perlu mengutuk ke ?  wah bagus , tepuk tangan :) fikir brape banyak kau cakap pasal aku . fikir weh , fikir . paling suka .tak apa , gembira hati :)

Today was a beautiful Wednesday .

Hi guys . No , Hi Mr Wednesday .

okay today and yesterday was the best day ever I had . guess what ? 

I've a new bestfriend , Nurul Shazwani Zamri . for sure , she's so amazing . No , i mean she's so clever , hard working person , and seriously i cakap dia memang  kahkshakhkahkhs so cool man !!! hihi yah , she's a very good girlfriend that i never realized . thanks for everything , we share a lot of things . some secrets between us , we laugh together , we share together , we already talk a lot , share a lot . bout our life , friends , secrets , our boyfriend and yah a lottt . too much for sure ! hihi Ingat tak time kite dalam kelas kau , then kite cam cerite bout our boyfriend , and kebanyakkan nye banyak same kan ? suke gila bout cerita bout our guy , kite cam nak hi-5 banyak kali , gelak gelak , cerita bout hang out tu sume kan ? :')

last words , I love you  ♥ .

dari semalam lagi kitrang talk a lot and yah pergi mane mane I just banyak cakap dengan wani . wait , where's Izzati ? tenenenenet ....... 

okay , tadi time solat , wani tunggu and i , qilah dengan wani gerak sekali pergi turun bawah . act qilah nak cari nana , and geng dia so dia just ikut kitrang jap . okay , before wani naik atas , kitrang borak borak dekat kantin then i cakap dekat wani , biar i hantar dia dekat kelas . suddenly qilah cam tegur i and dia nak ikut i balek kelas sekali . okay , dia teman i hantar wani . lepas tu i cam terus gerak bawah . but qilah pulak cam bosan dekat bawah cause tak ade ape ape pn , cikgu pn tak masuk kelas . 

so kitrang pergi round dekat atas lagi sekali . then i stop dekat kelas Azam . then i mcm tegur wani . sumpah part tu cam tak boleh blah bile Qilah dengan Nina cam buat lawak . and wani ajak i pergi toilet . okay then ade lah kan , borak borak lagi dekat dewan then i baru hantar wani naik kelas lagi . and waktu balik , i keluar je dari kelas , terus cam nampak wani . i macam terkejut gila cause kalini i balik ade orang tunggu . cam  excited pn ade . hihi k wani , thanks a lot :') 

Mhm ade lagi sad story . Tomorrow till Friday I guess , wani tak datang sekolah . dia pergi Melaka . nnti cam bosan , nak cakap dengan sape je kan ? tak ade kawan dah :( I'll miss my bestfriend , miss you so much . please dont go :( hahahahhahaa . hm k lah , serious nnti rindu wani . 

okay , i think thats all for today . bye people xx

Yesterday , my life begins .

Yesterday .

yes , It's yesteday . I datang sekolah and i meet Yuhanis . lepas tu kitrang pergi dewan , and lepas tu stay kejap cause kene dengar pengumuman ape sume tu , then I just tunggu wani :) hihi and then tibe tibe wani tegur i ' Haiiii , hahahaha :D ' okay , first conversation wani memang nampak mcm happy and cool . and then tengah cakap cakap , Yuha and Rajiah cam datang dekat kitrang and kitrang buat lawak ape sume , paling banyak kene tegur dengan cikgu time tu . dont know why kitrang mcm asyik cakap bout funny things . tenenenenet , we're so kewl . kewl than you bitch :)

After that macam ade budak f1 ni cam bagi surat dekat kawan i , Rajiah . dia tulis 'akak , akak kelas ape ?' ye lah cam sebok , tak suke f1 cam tu . time i form 1 tak buat macam tu pn weh ~ its okay , dia tak kacau i pn , tak perlu pn i nak marah ape sume pn kan ? tak cool . and then last dia tulis , 'akak kenal tak Balqis ?' oh balqis eh dik ? :) hahahha act i yang balas surat tu .

I wrote : Oh balqis yang macam bajet lawa tu eh ? cam bajet hot tu , kenal kenal . 

me so cruel . hahhah and then i ade cakap ape tah kan dekat wani and lepas tu kitrang terus cam gelak ape sume . 

wani : alah bukan salah kite . cakap je lah , dah dia yang gatal gatal nak bagi surat ~ hahahhahaha

lepas je tu , naik tangga, rehat , time asar prayer , I just talk a lot dengan wani . kitrang share banyak sangt sangat . macam memang banyaaaak ! and paling best part rajiah dengan yuha sekali join . Rindu semalam :( okay , lepas je tu , I pergi tuisyen . tak ade best part pn dekat tuisyen , and just best cause meet my tuition's teacher :) lepas je tu , i dengan my boyfriend cam plan nak otp lepas i balek tuisyen . Im so exciteddddddd , mehehe . 

Boyfriend , thank you so much . cause dah buat i happy , dengar semua yang cerite , jadi my good listener , kite gelak same same , kite nyakat eachother , kite manje manje ape sume . And yah paling ingat baby cakap dekat me 'cecite cecite' . k baby , you're my new usop :) hahahhaha b , paling suke you protect me , and yah you menang kan i dari that bitch . alah dont care , you memang always , always and always buat mcm tu for me kan baby ? b , i tahu semua tu okay ? 'cause I know how much you loved me :')

me miss yesterday so much ♥ !