Hi . this is my random post . I'm just tired of everything . I'm tired of my dad's doing and all my dad's say . I hate it kskakshkal so freakin bad . I'm tired of eat . I'm tired of my fuckin hair . I'm tired of my fat . Ohhh why lah you can't just get out of my body . Sucks ! I'm tired of being ugly . You dnt know how much it's fuckin hurts me for being called Ugly/fat etc. I'm tired with the feeling 'hurt' . Hurt with my ugly teeth . Depan ke balakang , depan belakang . kertard . sakit nak mati ! Ah I'm tired of being disappointed and frustated . And kinda weird when I dnt want to talk to anybody . I dnt to smile and I dnt want to fake being fake happy . And at the same time , you dont know exactly what's wrong either . I'm tired of being sad and suddenly realize how lonely I am . And suddenly feel like so regret with all my wrong-doings/mistakes/ with what I've done , bought and else . Sometimes the though of afraid just make me scared of everything . and thinking all of my sins against Allah . being a wild teenage sometimeees....being so harsh with my lovely family , lovely boyfriend , lovely bestfriends/friends , and everybody around me . I'm tired of it all , really . There're times when I'm doing something will happen and change my mood . It's like misery always finds me . Even I try to forget and let it out , It still hurts . Well , pains never really goes away . You just get alevated and get used to it by growing stronger . That's it . And yah people , I'm a human that believe in karma .
Year to year, I'm changed . And yah things changed you cant keep that . People come and go . these days , people l4rf being fake . Yes , I'm not perfect . But I'm better than when you're sayin 'I'm not perfect....Human will never run away from their mistakes , I'm only a human lah so wtv and etc' . You're such a bitch that tryin to cover all of your mistakes . And people these days always do it . I bet you . Love ? Fall in love and fall out love . It's apart of lyf3 . Forever alone pn apart of life jugak ? masa kini . maybe . hahaha Waitttt.... I wanna tell ya that I love my love life . How wonderful I've been Faiz's . I love you , baby :* hihi And sometimes it will hurts you and other times it will make you laugh . But It's how you learn those changes that make you who you are :-')