Umm Hi bitches ! Miss me ? No ? Okay . Long time no update huh ? I wanna say sorry 4 sure . For no update dis blog . Mm Yes , Breakdown. Mixed up feelings. Insecure. Fucked up control me . So much ! Urgh being so emotional for a week . Don't want to go out , Shopping and else . Feels this self like A fuckin creepy pig . Yah , I'm fcukin fat ! Huh , Finally I return back to normal . Don't worry baby bitch , I'm pretty fine ! :-) mwehe Ok...Guess what ? I've lost my weight ! Ohhh , I'm happy ! :-3 Thank you so much , Mom , dad , my brothers , my boy , my baby bitch wani and my others . I'm so thankful . Ibu , you're the best . You know what your daughter want and I know you already knew that I always need you Ibu . Seriously . Ohh , wake up in the mornin' , still with my diet mission . Took my breakfast by taking grilled fish and vegetables . Okay , I'm full and It's enough . Today ? today no rice . No worry , I'm a strong little girl . hehe Oh yeah , I've lost my weight again . Alhamdulillah . Oh yah don't forget , I wanna share about girl I hate the most . lol K , I'm kidding . Her name Is Asyura and she currently studied at Dublin . Okay , dia dah kurus ! Sekali lagi , KURUS! Omg , I'm so fcukin jealous here . Lengan dia sangat sangat penting okay ! :-( mm I'm jealous . I'm jealous . I'm jealous . I'm jealous . I'm jealous . I'm jealous . Nah , It's okay Izzati . You can do it ! Yeah , me caaaaaan :-( hahaha she looks so happy okay . Mm , My turn ? hahaha I'm still working on ! \m/ I wish I was like her . Being a strong girl till I get my ideal weight . 

So I'm still count the time by using my fingers . 11 hours to go . Fcuk ! Tomorrow I'm going motivational camps at Rawang . I'm no tumblring and texting 4 A week . I repeat again , A WEEK ! A week without my phone . A week without my family , a week without my home sweet home , a week without my boyfriend , A week without my garden , A week without fart . Okay , Am I will stop fart for a week ? That's crazy ! Oh , tahan je lah ~ Euw hahaha And the most I will miss is my boy :-( Kesian my baby , a week without morning text from me . A week without his girl , and sleep alone . I think he'll sleep by wearing my sweater while hugging his bantal busuk :p A week before I go , dia asyik monyok . It's okay sweetie , I'll be fine . you'll be fine and Both of us will be fine . I love you and I'll miss you , Faiz :-') Oh my diet  : STILL ON ! I hope when I came back from the camp , everything will be fine . And what I hope the most is , I lost my weight . Need to ! If it works , I bet I'll kiss my ass (Y) hahaha stupid bet huh ? Uh okay , I got to go . Need to pack all of my stuff . Babai ! x