Hi Again yo ! Now talk about me lah yo . I'm cute yo ^^Ahakz . Guess what..... This Wednesday I wanna meet my boyfriend !!!!! hikhikzhukz So freakin excited , like sooooooo kshakhkskahsa(#*Q@#$@*# I wanna flyyyyyyyy ~~~ I miss my boyfriend so bad . I miss you , baby :-( And and nanti wani kene teman me . Nak jumpa wani jugak , nak peluk dia ! hihihi So , My boyfriend promised me to accompany me watch Alvin and the Chipmunks : Chipwrecked . I know , He's so cute.....Like his girlfriend :p mwehehehe And He gonna take some picture wif me . He promised me . hihihihihi Btw tadi I otp dengan wani . I miss this cute girlfriend :( And know what.... I dengar dia gelak . hehehehe Ape lagi yang I nak eh ? Umm mmmm , Blackberry bold 4 !!!!! Ahhhh , can dai . Oh And one thing , memang dari awal bulan lagi nak sangat sangat buat ni cepat cepat........ I'm gonna cut my hair !!!!!! :D Omg , seriously tak sabar nak gunting rambt sampai pendek . Izzatiw adew wambut pendek ~~~ Oh can't wait ! So people , please pray for me . Hope everything gonna be okay and I'll look pretty fine with my new hair cut yo ! Amin . Peace Out ! xo

Hi folks !  I'm bored . Ah what to do....What to talk about.....??? Oh Wani dah balik !!! Ya Allah , Rinduw nyw kat awakz !!!! :-( Dari hari sabtu pagi sampai ke malam asyik risau je dia buat apa , dah sampai ke belum and bla bla bla.... K . This weekend , I've spent my time with my family , relatives and cousins . Mm Semalam ada wedding dekat Laman Pengantin , Taman Melawati . The bride not bad lah , sama cantik sama padan . Eceh Then balik dari tu terus nak pergi cari macaroons lah apa lah . Ah kenape mesti hari tu jugak !? gila penat . ok . Firstly pergi G-tower then tutup , biasalah xmas . And sempat lagi tu pergi bangsar . Dekat sangat , memang tak jauh sebenarnya ~~~ My mom bought 30 pieces of macaroons , marshmallow and slice of red velvet . mmm Nyam nyam ! :3 Malam tu dinner western food , and It's osem (Y) But Memang I makan macaroons , barbeque semua tu lah kan ._. Makan biskut dengan sayur je pn boleh . Then sibuk sibuk lah makcik makcik cadang nak buat macaroons lah sebagai hantaran , plan macam mana trip nak pergi Jb on chinese  holiday..... The fight begins between my mom , my dad , mak andak , pak andak , mak long with Pak ngah . 5 orang lawan 1 , memang kalah lah pak ngah :p hahahaha But serious , pak ngah degil gila . Nak dengar cakap dia je . Haih Hantaran ? malas dengar . Apa I tahu cincin je yang penting . Ooooh , bila I nak kawin niii !!?!?!??!? boleh tak skip Pmr , spm ? hantaran nnti mesti , 20 ,30 ribu . Mahal gila !!!!!!!*&(#)@(@  nak kahwin dengan anak dara orang lah katakan..... Nanti lambat lambat , hantaran mahal mana faiz nak cari ??? Selagi boleh ~ hahahaha 


Yesterday was last 'Sunday' in December of 2011 . It's hard to say 'Goodbye' to all off memory that I've created . Sad mode activated......tet . Hm All of my school things , DONE . Mmmmmmmmmm school ? 
I iz no ready :-( 1 WEEK and 1 DAY LEFT ! Why so cepaaaat....? :-( Kelas kali ni bagus ke ? Serious tak tahu kelas mana pertama and last . Nahais.... Hm I wonder who is my classmates on my next year class . I wonder who is my maths teacher..... Scary tak ????? If dia garang gila , tak siap kene marah, bebel bebel . makan orang tak ? uuuuu , veri da scary . And my History teacher . Do he/she will bore me ? So bad ? Oh please don't . If macam sir tak apa . Cumil ^^ hikhikz Rindu sir . hm I'll miss 2011 . I'll miss My bitch , my classmates , my teachers and eberitang . So badly :-( Hm Ya Allah , why dulu selalu tak suka and nak habis this form 2 cepat then next year nak masuk form 3 then sedih macam ni.... malas macam ni..... tak nak macam ni.....? Next year bangun pagi ok . sekolah pagi ok . tido awal ok . balik rumah study ok . PMR OK ! Ugh Iz dying ._. Umm Pmr ? I wanna say congrats to my cousin , Wani because she got 8A's in PMR . UUUUU , I'm so happy and really really proud with her ! But..... wai co wajin ? wai co pandai :-( hm Again , I'm afraid of PMR . Ai reeeli reeli du . hm Afraid of people says , this world might be end on 2012 . Tak cakap I percaya , but It's scared me y'know . Hampir setiap malam Angin kuat . bukan malam , siang petang pn kuat jugak .... Musim angin kuat ke ? Bunyi sliding door time nak tidur , mesti cam scary and paranormal sikit an . lol Eh catch me up in my next post ! gtg , xo .

I want this. I want this. I want this. I want this. I want this. I want this. I want Blackbberry bold 4 !! :-(

Hi yo ! I'm back yo ! Counting days using my fingers , A week without my family and boyfriend . That's gonna change me . On the way , I cried . No lie . mmm such a little girl that cannot be far apart from her mom , dad , brothers and her boy . Yes , I am :-( I cried a lot but.....I cover it with my sunglasses ^^v HEHEHEHE Now Imagine time on the way semua lagu stock stock nak jiwang and nangis nangis nangis nangis nangis........ So freakin emo in da car while wearing the sunglasses and Imagine I'm in malay music video . Euw . 


"Kau kenal Sara Liyana ? Yang pandai pakai pashmina ?"


I meet Iffah Azmi kawan kepada Sara liyana . Oyeh . And guess what , I kenal someone and she's schooling at Setiawangsa ! And she's Elliani Adani. I mean , Elly ! :D  We sleep in the same dorm ,We're classmate, I seat next to her ,  we're in the same group , We love being dakz dakz wempitz , she's already like my gossip machine . Wait , everybody knows that Elly love Justin Bieber and justin love her too . And what !? Salena can get her own life . hahahahaahaha Dekat sana , benda paling best bgun mandi pukul 4 pagi  , continued sleep and get ready 4 our Subuh prayer , breakfast and terus pergi kelas. 3 jam belajar ? Tak lama, Mana lama lah ._. And terus makan tengah hari and naik dorm then gossip gossip gossip gossip gosssippppp...... then pergi kelas. Ok I dengan elly paling tension bila masuk kelas pukul 2 but semua orang dah ramai macam kelas start pukul 1 :50 . Padahal kelas start pukul 2 :15 . Gila semangat . ok . Mm our first day of night activities was , Ok . Our second , third till our last day was remarkable , Fun fun fun !!!!!!!!!! :D


Our Last day ? Oh no !!!!! I dont want to go home . seriously :-( Elly , Iffah , Izyan and all of mokhdarian told me so . Time nangis nangis semua , peluk lah buchuk buchuk Iffah and Elly . Acah acah bestfriend sampai mati lah ni :p hahahahahaha I dengan elly tak nak nangis tau . memang cakap tak nak . Elly senyap and suddenly air mate dia jatuh and kene sweater I . memang tak rasa elly :-)  FAILED . Then makan malam dengan eyesbag plus hidung merah semua memang cHoMeLZ kan ? (Y)  And now , I'm here while still emo-ing . I miss my justin bieber , Aaron Aziz :-( Ya Allah , rindu gila time buat every body rock now , banana dance , sit down , lawan dengan darjah 5 , bgun mandi pagi pagi , tido ramai ramai and macam asrama :-( Rindunya nak gadh dengan 'kak pat' , 'budak kedah' and 'model' . I bet siapa pergi or duduk asrama nnti mesti macam kitrang jugak cause mesti cam nyampah semua and Each person must have a nickname that given by you n your gang . A must tau . mwhehehe I miss the moment when I called something or someone and It's act wrong then I tried to cover it and Elly laughed me . Bout Alisa tukar Elly lah , and then berus gigi jatuh lah~~ k lawak. Hm rindu katil double decker I yang warna maroon and ada bantal ikea tu ! I punya paling cumilz and cam gegurlzzz ^^ hikzhikz Rinduuuuuuuuuu.. gossip dengan elly , Iffah bout Aina and Nabilah, without their knowin'.  K tu jahat. Rindu nak dikir barat kumpulan Batu api *Evil face . hehehehehe Rindu nak kutuk fesi asyik tido je tapi cakap 'banyak kerja, bgun kan kitrang lah apa lah lajsaljslajlsjal' padahal , bgun kitrang bgun sendiri. and Fesi still tido . Solat subuh pn sometimes still tido . Kitrang nak pergi kelas pn still tido, habis kelas pn still tido , and tido tido tido tido ._. Elly also knows these thingy . Omg , rindu gila buat shuffle , boyanzz and rempitz rempitz dekat cctv (Y) HAHAHAHAHA k rindu semua benda dekat situ act . And bila balik sini, I feel so awkward with tv, dramas, radio, songs and so whteva . Gila gila gila tak percaya I dah kena balik rumah............................
OHHHHHHHHH KENAPA MESTI SEMINGGU !?!?!???!?? :-( K , I kemas rumah japz then makan biskut k . k ? gtg . peace out ! xo

Oh Hi again ! I'm done . urgh , FR34K3N T!R3D . Esok dah nak pergi dah , nnti dekat sana nakkawan dengan siapa ? my bantal busuk ? maybe :p mehehe Urgh , still cant believe that tomorrow I'm gonna leave my boy . Ok , since dia kerja everyday lah I tunggu dia . He never bore me . He never did . But what's gonna happen when A week without him ? I'll miss him ! So bad ! :-( hm serious Nak merajuk sorang sorang and tak nak sape sape pujuk pn . Nak peluk my boyfriend . Argghhhhhhh ! I'm gonna be a little emo gulz after dis . this emotinal fcuk up break me down . Ok dah babai , See you on 18th of December k. muah ! x 

Umm Hi bitches ! Miss me ? No ? Okay . Long time no update huh ? I wanna say sorry 4 sure . For no update dis blog . Mm Yes , Breakdown. Mixed up feelings. Insecure. Fucked up control me . So much ! Urgh being so emotional for a week . Don't want to go out , Shopping and else . Feels this self like A fuckin creepy pig . Yah , I'm fcukin fat ! Huh , Finally I return back to normal . Don't worry baby bitch , I'm pretty fine ! :-) mwehe Ok...Guess what ? I've lost my weight ! Ohhh , I'm happy ! :-3 Thank you so much , Mom , dad , my brothers , my boy , my baby bitch wani and my others . I'm so thankful . Ibu , you're the best . You know what your daughter want and I know you already knew that I always need you Ibu . Seriously . Ohh , wake up in the mornin' , still with my diet mission . Took my breakfast by taking grilled fish and vegetables . Okay , I'm full and It's enough . Today ? today no rice . No worry , I'm a strong little girl . hehe Oh yeah , I've lost my weight again . Alhamdulillah . Oh yah don't forget , I wanna share about girl I hate the most . lol K , I'm kidding . Her name Is Asyura and she currently studied at Dublin . Okay , dia dah kurus ! Sekali lagi , KURUS! Omg , I'm so fcukin jealous here . Lengan dia sangat sangat penting okay ! :-( mm I'm jealous . I'm jealous . I'm jealous . I'm jealous . I'm jealous . I'm jealous . Nah , It's okay Izzati . You can do it ! Yeah , me caaaaaan :-( hahaha she looks so happy okay . Mm , My turn ? hahaha I'm still working on ! \m/ I wish I was like her . Being a strong girl till I get my ideal weight . 

So I'm still count the time by using my fingers . 11 hours to go . Fcuk ! Tomorrow I'm going motivational camps at Rawang . I'm no tumblring and texting 4 A week . I repeat again , A WEEK ! A week without my phone . A week without my family , a week without my home sweet home , a week without my boyfriend , A week without my garden , A week without fart . Okay , Am I will stop fart for a week ? That's crazy ! Oh , tahan je lah ~ Euw hahaha And the most I will miss is my boy :-( Kesian my baby , a week without morning text from me . A week without his girl , and sleep alone . I think he'll sleep by wearing my sweater while hugging his bantal busuk :p A week before I go , dia asyik monyok . It's okay sweetie , I'll be fine . you'll be fine and Both of us will be fine . I love you and I'll miss you , Faiz :-') Oh my diet  : STILL ON ! I hope when I came back from the camp , everything will be fine . And what I hope the most is , I lost my weight . Need to ! If it works , I bet I'll kiss my ass (Y) hahaha stupid bet huh ? Uh okay , I got to go . Need to pack all of my stuff . Babai ! x 

Um...Whaaattt !?

Johnnylace : "It's crazy how can someones mistake can hurt you so much. This was the only way that I can really let go of feelings inside me. I thought I would never in my life I would say this but me and Yuck are not together anymore.Things change and sometimes we can't let things slow us down because of someones mistake. Sometimes things that means to you so much is not in your hands to control. It was good while it lasted. I wish you the best and good luck. I'm sorry if our relationship made you guys think that every relationship ends up like this. Trust me it's not, somethings don't work out because is not meant to be. It's part of life to learn and progress to every obstacles in our path. It can only make you stronger. Understanding everything about a problem is the best way you can deal with it".

Truth #3

 Things you love & want .

Friendship bracelets 

Crop tops 

Dr Martens shoes

French Macaroons

The camera(s)

Dream Catcher

Tom shoes 

Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1. Him. No one else would come across my mind as often as him. His perfect humor, his smile, his eyes when they sparkle, perfection.  Thinking about how much love him kills me sometimes but I'm gonna love him till I'm crazy . Ehe 

2. My future. Will I be poor or rich? Will I end up with marry my boy and have our cute and sweet kids ? Will I still be in touch with my friends? Will I become a Fashion designer? Will I travel from north to south America? Will I have read thousands of books when I'm older? Will I could create my own book ? Things like these always come up. Things that make sense, of course.
3. My parents. What all of us know is that, we don't know what to expect. When I think of my parents, questions come across my head, Will I die before them? Will I die with them? or Will they die before me? I don't know what to expect. But as for now, will I disappoint them with everything I do? Will I be their greatest embarrassment? Am I someone they're proud of?
4. Friends. They bright up my day, everyday. But what if I lose them? 
5. Life after death. How much sin have I made compared to the blessings? How many lies have I told that I haven't said the truth to? How much pain have I given to the ones that have never hurt me? Is hell or heaven waiting for me? 
6. My body. I look at myself in the mirror (with clothes on, ehem) and compare myself with my friends. Why are they better looking than me? My guy friends' girlfriends, why are they smaller or skinnier than me? No wonder people avoid me. I'm fat, and I hide myself in large attire. I never wear clothes than fit my body perfectly. Mm
7. The Bermuda Triangle. Is it weird I do think about it occasionally? I always, always, always wonder what is underneath it. What can we find if we do end up disappearing there. What had happen to the people inside of it? Woooih, I wanna go there!

 Guess what ? I made it by myself . Ehe The perfect combination, need I say more?

Truth #2

I'm not those girls..........
Who has a gorgeous smile.
Who has a stunning face.
Who has super long shiny hair.
Who has a perfect body.
Who attracts every guys eye.
Who gets over 100 notes whenever they post a new picture.
I’m not one of those girl. I have flaws and insecurities. I do get jealous. Myself esteem does get lower when I see a girl prettier than me. I’m not one of those girls. I’m sorry, I’m not good enough .

Another wish isn't fulfilled..

I had never thought I would be writing this. But,. I feel like you're just destroyed me. So bad . Yes, this post is sincerely dedicated to food . Um , I think , No food..No fat , No stress out , No cry , No sad feelings , No tears and No f*ckin emotinal just like...Right nah . I think karma comes back around and now I'm hurtings . What I'm gonna do ? New year getting closer . Only a few months to go . I should make my own food timetables . And my diet mission . diet mission ? sounds funny . sho funny ~ But.... Mm , I'm serious . I'm feeling like....I'm super stupid for being very very very veryyyyyyyy da fat and just loves to eat , eat , eat , eat , eat and Semangat tk kuat . Funny . Sometimes...I feel like wanna die . I wanna kill myself . But....I love  my mom , dad , my nigga , Him and those my swagger friends . Truth , I'm afraid of die . Oh someone please be my coach . Teach me how to diet , and get a new lyfe...I mean A healthy lifestyle . Oh mai God , I'm so serious right now . How I wish I can wear skinny jeans , Anything clothes, etc . Hm If kurus senang je nak keluar . t-shirt tk pn top yang simple but nice and Skinny jeans or legging , and flat shoes . How I wish I can wear just like that . hm How I wish...'How I wish' and I'm dreamin'......my house changed become a la la land and fairy tales world . OH EFFF ! common , do some efforts Izzati . You can't be like dis , lepak rumah makan makan makan......You should go out , somewhere and do some exercises . Bila nak kurus If macam ni je ? Pleaseeee , Naik form 3 kurus lah k . And fat , I'm seriously wanna make you get out of my body . me want to change my life . TRUTHLY , WANNA SEE ME TRULY HAPPY ? SOMETHING DAT GONNA MAKE ME A HAPPY GARL ALIVE IS BEING SKINNY . Umm , I'm finished . K dah bai . x

How I make a better day :

1. Eat
2. Laugh
3. Smile
4. text with him
5. play games with my nigga
6. Help my mother cook for our breakfast , lunch and dinner
7. playing with Tom
8. Listen to good songs
9. Plan something
10. Dream about the biggest cotton on .
11. Eat and Eat .

Boredom Attaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack !

kahshahlshajlsjlajlslajl;saj;ds; Oh Hi , what-sssaaaaaaaap ? Are you happy ? Yes , because I ALREADY SHOT THAT FUCKIN MONKEY IN THE ANGRY BIRDS GAME. *Bang bang lol But yeah , seriously I'm truly happy . yeay ! :-) mehehe So.....Am I need to confess something ? I think yah . Sorry cause I'm no update , and last week I'm so soooooooo very the busy y'know . With le final exam , and le school thingy . And again, I'm sorry . Umm okay , what's the hotzzz stowie ? Me had no schooling cause me a gusta . Yo ssup ? hahahaha This week straight seminggu tak datang . My mom told me better me not come to school . And...my teacher say so :-D hehehe Okay , act me no story . But seriously I tell ya , I'm so fucking bored here . How can be like this lah . mm , I should plan something for tomorrow . Maybe a movie ? Paranormal activity 3 ? with who ? My angah ? Sureeee ! :-) But , let me ask him first . mehehe But i guess , wangsa walk mesti penuh . Can't be liddat :( hm siapa tak kenal wangsa walk lame sangat lah tu :p lol hahahaha I'd rather say I dont know where the Wangsa walk . hahahahaha Seriously . K lah , I should end here . Nak tolong emak masak :p Oh before i Forget ,for who those celebrate Deepavali , especially to my tuition's teacher and his wife...Happy Deepavali to you n your family and Um, Hope enjoy on your feast day ! :-)  Love me , x 

Truth #1

6 things that you miss .

1. Him .
2. Friends , and the swag things we always do in school .
3. Eat an ice cream .
4. Starbucks .
5. Tutti Frutti .
6. Peanut + butter waffles .

1. I love you - To a guy named Ahmad Faiz I do, I love you about 10 times more than you think .

2. I'm sorry - To my family and friends, the ones I keep hurting continuously. I keep doing things you tell me not to. I say things that are wrong behind your backs. I embarrass all of you in the worst way any human could. And to that, I truly am sorry.

Hi Faiz <3 :-)

I'm so Happyyyyyyyyyy ! I can't believe it's already 1 year 4 months we've been together :-) I always love you and I know you're the right person . Um , I remember the first day I met you . And It wasn't love at the first sight but when I got to know you, I fell in love with you ! Cause you're too cute to be own :3 hehe Truly , I don't know what will happen to me If you weren't be there when the time I need someone to talk , to confess everything . I'm nothing without you . And seriously I don't need Superman , Spiderman , Batman , Hulk , Ben 10 , Forth arms or Muscleman because I already have my Ahmad Faiz -man...Yeay ! :-D mehehe And I'm so proud because I have a boy like you , Faiz :-)  Mm , Please oh pleaseeeeee stay with me cause you're the reason why I'm still smiling , laughing and strong . Baby , Nobody can love you like I do. I probably love you about 10 times more than you think . No matter what happen , I'm always love you n never let you go . Happy 1 year 4 months together my boy ! :-) I hope our relationship happily ever after till the end <3 :-)  I love you , Ahmad Faiz x


Me singing , and it's truly my voice nig . Hope enjoy ! x

Syafiqah tuduh Fat and then gaduh...

Syaf & Fat : khskakskakdkhaldj;ah;awkalnlanlsajwja;

Qilah : *trying to stop them . 

Me  : *suddenly with spontaneous. Nak roti ? :-) 

And the garls laughed so hard . Ha ha ha I think it's not funny . No comment . kbai .

Hi Thursday. And maybe today is my last begins . Ohh Izzati wake up . k stop . Ohh so today such a great day lah jugak . Not enough , but i feel so . k k k k k , maths dah habis ! :-D hikhikhik feeling so fly like a G6 . Ohhh ~ Wait , I still remember cikgu Nooro's face . She seems so happy sebab dah habis ajar kitrang maths kan . finally ~ hahahaha And me too , I'm happy ! Yeay ~ hihihi And last tadi , cikgu macam cakap something . And something tu make me proud of her , and rasa amat gembira . time tu je eh ~ hahaha And time PJ belajar maths dengan qilah kejap And then naik kelas and terus mengelabah , and panas gila ok . Oh i forgot to tell you guys that I'm study with no fan . Think it's nice ? I think so :-) Awwwh , semua dah macam ayam ayam yang sedang kene panggang ok ~ f4k . But , I wont forget bout this moment guys . I wont . I swear . Because I learn something . And it is , Patience . Okay , harini borak borak dengan cikgu Bm , macam kenalan lama pulak :p hahahaha Tukar beg dengan qilah and nak gambar beg dia ke ? ha ha ? hahahaha Okayy.....Everybody thinks that I'm Qilah . And that's moment make qilah and me laughed . Cuma cara jalan je yang boleh beza , bak kata najwa :p hahahaha Since i pakai je beg qilah , semua ingat nak ajak I balik sebab ingat I aqilah :-B mehehehe that's funny ~ And ohhhhh...Paling swag gila bila berdiri atas pentas and act like prefect , baca ikrar semua kan ~ hahahaha Qilah , kenapa dengan kita time tu ? Pelik , tapi puas lah jugak kan dapat gelak and forget all of my sadness for awhile . Thanks qil , fifi , fara , and others too :-') Ohh , you still can make me laugh even I'm in hard situation . And you guys didn't know what is something that make me easily touched right ? It's okay guys , I'm okay . Ok , I think I should end here . And If I'm free I will update my post but maybe tonight is my last day update this blog . I should away for my final exam .  well , It's just only 5 days before the exam . And strunggle habis lah ni :p hahaha Memang kene strunggle sebab dalam otak tak tahu lah ade ape . degil gila nk ingat and hafal semua . haih . Ok forget it . Oh wish me luck for the exam guys . And Thanks ! :-) Okay , nanight !  love , me xx

Maybe , It's over .

Hi . Okay , here is my random post . Again . I'm bored , and feels like I'm all alone . No I mean , I dont know why I'm easy to hate and being sad . and It's all of sudden . Hey , you dont know what I mean to . what I feel to . And no one can cheers me up when I'm sad . No one can by my side when I'm sad . Seriously , No joke . I'm happy when I see you're just too take care of your buddy . Ohh How lucky that girl to have a bestfriends like you :-') You're so kind , so lovely , so nice and I swear you're the bestest friends that she ever had . Sooner..., I'll loosing you . and maybe tomorrow . Yes , I'm changed . And I'm changed because of somethin that happened to me . Believe it or not , one day I'll be crazy . No joke . How stupid I am for wasting my life ignoring you , my best bestfriend . But friends , I feel you already have someone that can replace me . Sorry If I'm being so f*ckin emotional here . typing this fuckin emotional post while crying...and I dont know why . Our moment , the way you always treat me as your sister . Oh I know I'm so spoiled . A spoiled girl ever that always needs you , and always act like a little girl sometimes . A few days ago , I feel that I'm not with you . It's just my body . I feel we're far away . Day to day , slowly...you disappeared from my life . And one day , maybe you'll lose forever . I will loosing you . And i feel so . just let me go , and bear all the pain by myself . I know I have a family . But nobody knows , what's the meaning of 'family' towards me . Nobody knows the real of my sad story . Nobody ask me why . Why I'm being so weird . Nobody take care of me anymore . NOBODY.  Everyday , I hope i can fix all of this . I'm scared to confess this infront of you . I know you're too busy . And I'm always keep it and act like there's nothing that I should tell you . Well , I think silent is better than confess everything . Look , I'm pretend I'm happy . You dont know what I feel right ? Yesterday , today and my feelings was remarkable . ME SAD . You still dont know why right ? Dont know the reason why I'm sad . And everynight I'm sleep with broken hearted . How disappointed when I realized you didn't wait , and see me even I'm near you . You dont know about it right ? Because there's no time between me and you . I hope there's someone that can explain , tell you what I feel and what happened to me . Ohh It's hard . hard to me to find a friends like you . And I bet you wont feel what I feel so . mm I know I'm not good enough . Reti update dekat post je kan ? And sorry yah my friends . sorry for what I've done . For cant understands you in no matter what situation it is . Yah...Understands you just like your friends understands you . For being a freakin awesome friends , and sorry for everything . For burden you im my family problem , and my silly life . Sorry If I'm harsh or make you feel sad . I didn't mean it all . I'm just in sad mood that cant control myself...my feelings, my words . I hope you understand what I mean . For awhile , I hope you wont talk to me . Please . 

trying to hide all of my sadness here .

Hi . feeling like want to update my blog . Cause I feel I have to . And i want to . I want to confess that...right nowww... I'm so frustated and feel like everything destroyed . My heart destroyed for something that I shouldn't put all my hope on it . Really . Ohhh what a girl lah me . I feel so freakin disappointed . Kill that fuckin player is the best answer . The best ever . Ohh bang ! bang ! you die ~ k I'm done killed that fuckin heartless . kbai . I'm annoyed . Ohh I wish I can kill you sucka . Really wish to . You're just like others sweet talker , and l4rf being so fuckin damn asshole . wishing you read this. Hey fuckin stupid cow , This is for you . I swear . And remember this , I won't let you live with peaceful . No joke . You haa fuckin babi , I swear there's no word 'happy' in dictionary of your life . Kthanksbye .


Ok , I'm not in the mood right now . Really . Ahhh okay okay , trying to cheers myself with the moments at the school . Loadiiiinnnnngggg...... Hey pipal , why so fuckin' cool ? Laughed so much , making too much humor thingy , being rempit 4 lyf3 for a minutes , being spontaneous . And I heart you too much lah pipal who's already made me happy yesterday , today . Thank you guys , love you ! <3 :-)  Ummm..How happy I am when I heard someone's in relation and Feel sorry for who's can't last long . Need more understanding , and maybe there's someone that better than him/her right ? No worry , Dont cry :-') hihi Ok....suddenly teringat bout my tuition friends . She's already in relation with her man for 2 weeks . Ohh , I'm glade to hear it :-') I dont care somehow your man , or how both of you handle your relation . Appreciate him , take a good care of your relation with him ok ? :-) biasalah , nnti kalau ambil phone kau tak sanggup an ? Balik rumah jalan kaki , so hati hati phone tuuuu ~ Nanti kene curi susah nak text pulak kan ~ :p hahahahaha tak habis habis kene perli . 


Umm yesterday ? Everything's went freakin da kewl ! :-D boleh tak setiap hari sampai habis sekolah nak macam semalam je ? boleh lah  boleh laaaah ~ hahahaha After recess , Form 2 pergi dewan and ingat kan kene ceramah tau . sekali...... Main game ! Ohhhh can't believe it you know . seriously . Ohh I'm so thankful ok :-') sangat ~ hahahaha Okay , there're so many kuih in form 2 . hahahaha Kuih keria , karipap , bahulu , lapis ,bakar , pau , cekodok and my group.....Donut ! :D how cuteeeee . mehehe Seriously time dpt nama kuih semua , stock stock tak tahan gelak an ? :p hahahaha Ok , that's funny act . Ya funny . the first game , cekodok's team yang menang . Ohhhh congrats guys ! ;-) And I pn ade tau tau tau , menang game ke dua ! :D Team perempuan paling kuat ni ~ konon... hahaha Semangat demam tau , still jerit untuk my team . Bgun pagi td , memang suara pn ade tak ade . malang lah Syafiqah call aku pagi pagi tu sebab nak tanye pemadam dia :p hahahaha so sape hilang barang , tanye lah  . sure ade ~ hahahaha okay lah guys , I think I should end here . I wanna dream about my iphone 4 . hahahaha I wanna spend my time with my the lovely ones , and wanna sleep . My bed missed my alwedi :3 hehehe btw My man getting healthy ! :D yeaaay ~ For god sake , Me missed your voice ni . cepat sihat , nnti otp i cakap banyak banyak sebab windu sangat ! :-( K Night girlfie boyfrie ! x

Haluuuuu abewibadi ! :-) I won't update along longgggg paragraph 4 tonight . feel so tired and I've to finish my Seni . What I was thinking ? Lazy and sleep . My bed already call me :-( Ohhh...Am I doing something strange ? I think so . Being veri da rajin update my blog . So surprise me , Really . Tak apa lah , memang demam pn skrang . So mental tk okay :p hahaha Okay , suddenly I'm having my flu and feeling like throat pain . Woaah , all of a sudden . Mm , faktor faktor untuk tidak pergi Sekolah ! YEAY ~  :-D hahahaha Alaaa , me miss everiwan :-( and I wanna go to school . I'm serious . No joke . Mm serious . But how about my baby paiz ? uuuuuuuuwh , take care your cef , mish chu :* atototo....hahaha I yang nak jaga dia , I pn sekali ikut demam ~ Jodoh , sedondon ~ hahahahaha Ohhh what's fuckin wrong with me ? Of I feel distrubed here . hate this flu . Can stop alwedi . Chillll... listening to Jessie J - Who you are . It's not okay to be okayyyyyyy ~ It's not okay because tomolo is monday . Hi sekolah , dak dak sekolah semua . Back to school everyoneeeee ~ Your books missed you :-) Feeling liddis hkahkshkahshka  -_-  Oh suddenly I miss Johnny English more then Mr.Bean . haha English , bila nak dating ? :3 *wink wink . Habis lah , boyfriend aku baca ni...Merajuk sebulan . habis lah habis ~ hahaha Oh okay , I think I should end here . I feel sleepy but I should finish my Seni . Me forced to . K tata titi tutu , Night world ! x

Hello , saya Ijjati yang ada gigi besi and bila saya senyum skunk ni mesti rasa macam nak mati sebab gigi saya macam kene kejutan elektrik dan kene gergaji . tu je lah yang saya nak cakap , sebab sakit sangat lah . saya jadi terlalu menyampah + semakin marah dengan gigi saya yang kiri ke belakang dan yang kanan ke depan :-( Soooo ugly . very the ugly . Nak makan pn tak ade selera tau . Esok serious kurus :p hahahaha hope so . lulz But serious tau ni , gigi tak cantik dah . sebab kan kan , tak straight lagi n sakit . sakit sakit sakit ! ye , sakit . Chill , nak kurus kan ? so diam buat macam cool and peace out ~ hahaha 

Ok , Act today is my bad day . why ? Pergi appointments lambat sampai kene tunggu lama , semua macam tepung yang bersepah . lulz And merepek je aku ni buat benda yang tk sepatutnya aku tanggung . Kan kene marah dengan ayah sendiri . Lepas tu ungkit sana sini , and nice huh dad ? Ingat tak dengar ke dalam bilik tu sambil meraung nangis semua ? hahahaha Hate that part . But I kinda love love love the moment when I called my boyfriend and I tell him everything while crying and seriously I'm like a baby . So much . Macam kesah sangat kan cause I'm his baby kuat kentut v^.^v . Upps tite memang cam tu dengan boypren tite , dia pn tak marah . How lucky I am agaaaaaainnnnn.... ! hahaha If I repeat/ say that words 'How lucky I am' for million times pn tak akan sama banyak macam Apa yang ku rasakan ini . Ohhhhhh ~ hahaha Kejap eh . nak serious . For God sake , I'm happy because I have a best boyfriend ever that's always prove his love for me , rather do everything for me , act like a baby sometimes...and It's cute ! :3 And willing to make the decision to spend more and mooreeee time with me than his friends :-') hihi 

Oh hi Again . My name is English . I'm cute like Mr bean . peace ! hehehe Today went out with.....Officially with Amelia . Ohhh , she's so damn pretty . I like her style . so bad . Since primary pn , memang cantik tu cantik jugak an ~ hahahaha Act me and Aqilah were decided to watch Johnny English Reborn . Then everything's jadi kucar and the kacir , At last keluar dua orang mcm couple dengan Amy . But Me still got the fun ! :-D Amy bought 2 'cikai phone' in one day . One day tau . hahaha And what about me ? Iphone 4 , White je lah aku tanya . Tak apa , otw nak turun . Someday Iphone 4 , white will be mine . I swear :-B hahaha How about Johnny English Reborn ? I tell ya , It's fuckin awesome . Everyone can't stop laughing with Mr. Bean's humor , and I bet everyone in the cinema mesti Have fun gila . Gila gila ! hahahaha and then keluar dari cinema semua stock stock serbu toilet ~ haha I masuk je toilet and 'terjoget joget kejap an' , Bak kata Era ~ hahahahaha  I think , Only g4rls will know what I mean right ? :p hahaha K lah people , I feel sleepy + having my toothache . And I wanna spend my time with my sweetie yang kena chicken pox tu ♡  :* mihihi ciao ! x

Disappointed .

Hi . this is my random post . I'm just tired of everything . I'm tired of my dad's doing and all my dad's say . I hate it kskakshkal so freakin bad . I'm tired of eat . I'm tired of my fuckin hair . I'm tired of my fat . Ohhh why lah you can't just get out of my body . Sucks ! I'm tired of being ugly . You dnt know how much it's fuckin hurts me for being called Ugly/fat etc.  I'm tired with the feeling 'hurt' . Hurt with my ugly teeth . Depan ke balakang , depan belakang . kertard . sakit nak mati ! Ah I'm tired of being disappointed and frustated . And kinda weird when I dnt want to talk to anybody . I dnt to smile and I dnt want to fake being fake happy . And at the same time , you dont know exactly what's wrong either . I'm tired of being sad and suddenly realize how lonely I am . And suddenly feel like so regret with all my wrong-doings/mistakes/ with what I've done , bought and else . Sometimes the though of afraid just make me scared of everything . and thinking all of my sins against Allah . being a wild teenage sometimeees....being so harsh with my lovely family , lovely boyfriend , lovely bestfriends/friends , and everybody around me . I'm tired of it all , really . There're times when I'm doing something will happen and change my mood . It's like misery always finds me .  Even I try to forget and let it out , It still hurts . Well , pains never really goes away . You just get alevated and get used to it by growing stronger . That's it . And yah people , I'm a human that believe in karma . 


Year to year, I'm changed . And yah things changed you cant keep that . People come and go . these days , people l4rf being fake . Yes , I'm not perfect . But I'm better than when you're sayin 'I'm not perfect....Human will never run away from their mistakes , I'm only a human lah so wtv and etc' . You're such a bitch that tryin to cover all of your mistakes . And people these days always do it . I bet you . Love ? Fall in love and fall out love . It's apart of lyf3 . Forever alone pn apart of life jugak ? masa kini . maybe . hahaha Waitttt.... I wanna tell ya that I love my love life . How wonderful I've been Faiz's . I love you , baby :* hihi And sometimes it will hurts you and other times it will make you laugh . But It's how you learn those changes that make you who you are :-')

Last of September .

Ok Hi . I think my boyfriend love to make me fall in love with him . Because he's veri da kiut when having chicken pox and He act like a baby ! How cute sayang :3 mehehe Oh Hi I'm bored and now tengah merajuk dengan Faiz act :-( hahahaha serious ni . tak gurau , tak tipu pn . Nak otp dengan dia tau this weekends , but dia kn tk sihat so mcm tak boleh nak otp semua . and I ni act nak dengar suara demam dia tu . Nak record :p hahahaha tak lah , I dah lama nak dengar suara dia time demam semua . Mesti lagi lagi kiut kan ? :3 mehehe Untunglah.. I ade boyfriend macam Paiz ~ hahahaha 


Mhm semalam tuition , not bad lah . Everything's was okay since the bots , toyol... N everything . Don't forget and I will never want to forget this . I prayyyyyyyyyy ~ hahaha only Ijjati mustapa know these annoying brat . okay lah liddis , liddis... tengah buat latihan semua ni then suddenly kan kan someone's incoming call and keluar lagu Pray by Justin bieber . Memang majal tak majal lah kan ~ hahahahaha And Izzati cakap before this , Baby . Ohhh okay , Amal is belieber k pipal . We should understand him :-) Just for this time only . the first and the last tau ? ~ hahahaha Amal memang always kene majal . jarang jugak . but entah , sebab dia suka makan pen . that's why buat dia nampak kering kot....Ah no comment . Dah merepek . Mhm my school was okay . Laughed non stop with Aqil , Qalish , Syah and others . what ? you think they're a boy ? No no , Aqil is Aqilah dewi cinta . Qalish is fara and Syah is for Era . And me Izzat . Me got the swag . what swag ? fuckin awesome garl . ^.^V konon sangat Izzati ~ Gigi pn ade besi :p hahaha Pandai . perli . diri . sendiri . Ohh what I wanna story larrrh ? Our class while PMR examination ? For this time kelas dekat makmal 2 . Selesa sangat :-) lol Hm kelas terpilih je tau tau . konon reti jaga barang semua , bak kata cikgu Hasnah :p hahaha tk proud pn , lagi sanggup duduk surau If dah tak ada kelas sangat . serious ni serious . 


And the fuckin moment that I hate and fuckin dnt want to remember is......bila nak ambil bingkai gambar dekat bilik panitia and then kunci . Nahaaaais (Y) memang tak mengundang pulakkan ? Haih before this tak nak pulak tutup awal , suddenly pulak macam tahu tahu je aku letak bingkai gambar tu dekat situ and nak tutup awal kan ? :-) Ohhh F4k . And that's ruined my happy + excited mood okay . Seriously . Like so bad . I feel like want to cry tau :-( So bad . I'm so disappointed with myself . Really really disappointed . Why macam terlalu sedih eh ? Sebab there's my mom and my dad's photo . they're look so freakin cute :') Boleh meleraikan air mata tau . hahaha No joke k . I feel so . suddenly crying when look at the photo . Ohhh , the feelings of sadness . Okay lah gais , I dnt want to talk to . About the sadness story . I hate it . hm 


Before that , Happy First of October everyone ! :-) Kbai , Night !x

Oh hey readers ! :-) Ahh , at last I can update my blog after I dissapeared for several weeks . well , I admit I miss mah blog . But bitch , I'm lazy to share/tell story of my lyf3 here . I'm so freakin lazy . last saturday , everyone busy with their own work . My mom pergi kerja , my dad pergi open house dekat taman ni haa and my brothers semua tah mane hilang . Ah bosan okay just stay at homeeeeeee.... wait they to come back . For the several hours without the interenet . can't youtubing and tumblring such a fak . Google chrome buat pandai dia asdsksgh . Nais one ! Ohh bak kata my mom 'minggu ni tiada temu janji dengan adik' . And i know . Semua orang tk nak kawan dengan I kan :( hahaha Fortunately there's my romeo always with me and there's him to listen my nonsence story :3 well on the phone dengan dia lah penyelemat kebosanan tahap dewa ini . Euwww ~ hahaha Talk like a lot , and we were gossiping just like a gossip partner , and Me laughed him too much . Kan kan baby ? :p hahaha He just like my mom . will always understands me no matter what situation it is . will always hear to what I talk to , and always be there for me wether I'm sad or happy . How lucky I am to have him in my life :') hihi Omg , pahal dah ni jd sweet kejap an ? hahaha 


Act i tak tahu tau nak update bout ape . but suka hati je lah kan ~ hahaha Mhm I bgun pagi td and macam malas nak pergi sekolah kan , but I dah promise dekat myself untuk datang sekolah sebab dah nak exam . Why I've to come da school ? why !? why oh why !? :( hm lately ni , I'm tried my best to be veri da rajin garl . me rajin ? Time form 1 tu ada leeeew ~ Sekarang I mcm kene santau , and malas gila babi kashkahkhskah tau . I've gained my weight . Like i care sangat kan ~ F4k , I'm too toooooo care act . If i could make a wish and it will be fulfilled , I will wish to be thinner . yeah , I need to be thinner .  Every f4t g4rl will do so . I bet ya . Senang je cakap nak kurus semua , tp bila betl betl buat tak nak pulak lemak ni keluar kan -_- F4k ! Ohhh , why oh why ? why I fat liddis ? Oh dah hidup 13 tahun , the question je lah always in my mind . Nak jadi kecik balik , sumpah comel dari before this . siries ni :( My curly + wave hair , and my body was like Wooooaaah...more thinner than this. F4k my mind . Hm I shouldn't think this nonsense thingy .  Tak . perlu . pn . engkau . fikir . semua . ini . dan . jadi . begini . ohhh ~~ hahahaha make my own dining table , do some excercises, dicipline myself , and make sure this diet thingy will successful . Amin . start formmmmm.... when ? Ye itu lah yang paling penting . maybe after my mom stop masak sedap sedap . Good Idea ! :D lol hm maybe I should tell my mom to stop cook . And my dad semua nak makan apa pulak kan ? :-) hahaha better kurangkan masakan , because I'll eat rice once a week . Kbai . 


Okay , the 'school' was okay . but the 'classmates' okay banyak sikit dari the 'school' . lol talk alot with my classmates , gossiping with Fifiifififififififi :D hahaha Rehat dengan qilah dewi cinta and that's really awesome since dah lama tk lepak dengan dia . Rindu qilah :3 mehehe and deep in my heart , I miss someone . I'm sorry yah my bitch . these 2 , 3 days I'm act like a weird pipal . dnt know why . And yah , dnt ya worry because I'm no mad at you . Fyi , I've veri da mani setori dat I wanna tell ya . seriously . 


Ohhh I feel sad for somethin' and these days , I cry easily. Err, I think I should end here . K bai pipal..

Hi my lovely man ♡  :-) For God sake , I can't believe we've been dating for 1 year 3 months baby ! hihi And I really hope there's no another partner for me , 'cause I ain't gonna be the same . You treat me well , gave and giving me love . Sayang , the valueable moment that I  always remember when you hug me , when we were reading a story book tells the story of princess and the moment you said you love me . Awwwh , I love when you're being veri da sweet sayang ! :3 mehehe Baby , I'm proud of you . Because It's wonderful how you can love me . I'm just being myself and I'm proud of that . Truly , boys like you are hard to find , but I'm very glad I did . hihi I'm always happy here sayang , cause I'm already got your love , I got your heart , I got your smile , I got your laugh , I got your funny bits , I got everything , I got a man . A truly man . I got you my baby :') I think I knew from the start I'd fall in love with you , but that still didn't stop . I feel like I'm fall in love with you , forever sayang ! Ehe Baby , nothing could make me stop lovin' you . I swear . I know you sacrified . sacrified for everything to make me happy . You're willing to do for what I want and I need . And I swear , I would do anything for you . To make you always happy with me . My baby , just the though of hurting you , will hurt me . And that's why I don't ever let anyone hurting my baby . And baby , I do I have the arms to give you a hug and make you feel better . Ears to listen whatever you want to talk about , And I have a heart . A heart that's aching to see you smile again . Mhm sayang , I love your voice . And I don't ever care what people says about your voice . I just know ,hearing you smile over the phone can make me smile too . Cause sometimes , you l4rf being veri da kiut ! Ohhhhhh , so kiut beby :-) My dear , you say I deserve someone sweet , funny , and amazing . Someone that can make me happy . Do you realize you just described about yourself sayang ? :')  Lastly , thank you for taking a good care of me since the first day we've been together till now . Thanks 'cause you'll understands me all the time with my nonsence-ness :3 mihihi And you knew about getting soo cute and sweet till make me love you more ++ sayang ! :D hahaha Thanks for always being with me wether I'm happy or sad . And dear , I'm sorry if I ever hurt your feelings , that you've cry or hurted for it . Alhamdulillah , I praise to Allah , that he given me such a 4w3som3 , best boyfriend , I would ever get . hihi Happy One year three months together ! I love you , Ahmad Faiz ♡ :-)

My dad : Hati hati , nnti nampak pulak lipstick dekat baju tu dalam gambar ~ hahaha
Me : hahahaha Nais ayah ^.^V

Hiiii ! Second day of Hari Raya was okay . And the night of Raya Pertama memang huru hara gila ~ semua stock stock main lawak lipstick on pak andak's baju melayu ~ hahaha what ? konon tu lipsick mak andak lah ?  what a pervert lif3.... hahaha okay , bgun mandi and It's time me wearing my new baju kurung !!! Ohhh me look very very the perempuan melayu terakhir ~  eleh syok sendiri lah aku cam gini :p hahahaha . Ohh not forget thanks ya ma hair . thanks for being nais . hehehe walaupun tak lah se-nais mana .

Mhmm..what I do on Pagi Raya? It's remarkable and the result is........I eat too much . and I continued and continued to eat . Ohhhh This is the real Hari Raya ! :D mehehe Orang datang rumah ? Okay. meriah. sekali . sangat. meriah . But...ya pipal , why sombong and suka cam tengk orang sampai tembus dinding? Oh..awakz nak show off baju raya awakzz dekat tite ? Still ada lagi orang cam gini . x pewnah heran. Kbai ~  First day raya mesti lah cantik cantik... but sorry to say ya pipal  dalam pakai cantik cantik tu perlu ke pergi kubur pakai baju kewtart kewtart , high heels 4 inch , pakai kain terbelah sampai nampak betis ? should ? tak ke rasa bila dah kewtart lagi nampak apa yang tak sepatutnya...so sama je macam tk pakai baju ~ hek hek Uuuu , kasut awakz ? kawasan kubur kan tanah , tak rasa kalau lecak boleh terjunam or kotor lah kasut heels awak yang tak tantik pn sebenarnyew 2 ~ Sorry, bukan nak mengata but if korang tak pakai cam gitu , orang tak akan start cakap bout pakaian you gayyyz yang tk kene langsung tu . Ikut kesuaian lah babe ~ Sorry again .

What I'm doing right now ? updating my blog , Eat cookies , dadih . Ohh I eat like a lot and dnt care pipal arounzzz meeeeee . And I drink Ribena like a lot . Tahun ni tema air ribena . Nama my aunty , Fatimah . Soooo.... Kelas kau mah ~ hahahaha ohh Suddenly I miss my Abang Paiz . Apa lah dia tengah buat dekat rumah dia tu . cukup ke tak makan , minum dia :( hahahaha Baby you know what ? this year was our second time celebrating Hari Raya together ! And yassss , I'm happy and I'm so touched sayang :') hihi . Oh yah guys , hopefully next year there's chance we to celebrate Hari Raya together kaaayzzzz ~ I wanna enjoy my foooodddzzzz ~ ciao ! ^.^v xx

  

Happy Eid Aidilfitri from us ! :-)

Ramadhan is over..

Hey there. I suppose I feel like writing tonight . Ramadhan had just passed away..And Hi Syawal ! :) Ok now start dengar Takbir , mercun , ect ect and I'm listening to Suasana hari raya . Pun boleh... Ada feeling sikit time time update blog ni kene pulak dengan lagu raya :p hahaha But...Tadi berbuka makan sikit je . Well , last puasa kan...So how's my Ramadhan ? Okay lah.. lebih banyak makan :3 hihi Now dah last ramadhan and Esok nak raya dah pn... 


Hm No more waking up for sahur , And also No more waking up my baby boyfriend for sahur , No more milo ais time sahur . No more Bazaar Ramadhan 'till next year , No more beli bijik nangka dekat Au4 , No more makan that bijik nangka dengan my mom... Oh no more berbuka while tengk Kasih Alia . No more bukak tingkap and order Air tebu . No more went to solat terawih and gossiping with Aqilah Mat . No more gossiping with my brotha and my funniest mom . Hm No more kena marah dengan angah sendiri sebab lambat tolong masak , Well saja nak baring baring , lambat lambatkan tukar baju sekolah . penat lah :p hahaha No more hear my dad called sagu 'telur katak' , hihihi . No more eat tutti frutti for two or three times a week  and dapat sampul duit raya banyak banyak . Lulz No more tolong my mom buat kuih banyak banyak for raya , No more makan cookies from Aunty Zuraidah :( No more eat tepung pelita , No more pergi wangsa melawati , Au4 , And Melawati Bazaar 'cause nak lambat lambat balik :( Hm No more eat bubur lambuk during Ramadhan . Ohhh I'll miss Ramadhan so much . And I bet you guys too right ? :') hihi   


Chill zati chill , Esok raya dah . puasa penuh ke tak penuh ke , raya mesti duit raya lagi mesti ! :D hahaha Okay I can feel the spirit of Hari Raya ! mihihi Cant wait nak makan sambal bali from bali . LOL hahaha Sambal bali yang mak andak buat . also cant wait for the ketupat , rendang  , dodol , makan cookies banyak banyak dekat rumah mak andak , take some pictures on the first Hari raya , Ohh cant wait to see anak muda dan orang tua bermaaf-maafan also bersalam-salaman . I can feel the peacefull :') Rindunya nak tengk budak kecik pergi kacau angsa :D hahaha Rindu nak gelak gelak time pagi raya , tunggu giliran nak mandi....Oh mesti kelakar . mesti ! hahaha 


Hi , pwetty garls and pweety boyzz ! :) Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin.I would like to appologize for everything, maybe I've hurt your feelings before? Or made you sad/angry , Sorry for all my wrong-doings , annoy you, being sarcastic etc. I'm really sorry,  gotta stop hating and start loving. Forget and forgive , okay ?  May this Raya brings all of us closer to our families and friends. And oh ya, please take a good care of yourselves, especially when you're playing with ze' fireworks. Hmm, Enjoy everything while you can, enjoy the foods people! May Allah light upon your life with peace and prosperity.  Amin ,  I'm gonna end here, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2011 again! Enjoy your raya, have a safe trip. Peace ya ! xx






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This is for short .

Hey pipal , Say hello to my silly world.. I miss my baby blog , really really do . Hey , I'm back lah ! :) It's been like long time no update right ? Yes , I do . I know you miss me . like a lot . K I know :p mihihihi sorry for not updating in almost 2 weeks . Or maybe lebih kan ? Yes , I admit that I'm a lazy garl . Hm So sad :( Honestly I'm so busy with my school thinggy . I'm very the busy with the books , homeworks, the folio , my test 2  . Ok how's my exam ? Nais , I got 8A's . LOL I dapat straight A's ? kinda be a dreamer lah liddat . serious tipu ~ I need to confess something .This year iz just like 'The year I'm being soooo lazy' . Being so lazy is my next hobby . Think I'm stupid ? kill me then :) Ah , I wonder y I'm lazy . I wonder y I hate wake up early morning to go to the school . I wonder y what my teachers taught infrnt of the class...And I can't understand and give some focus . I wonder y I was born to be fat liddis . Ok , think I'm rude ? Ok sorry pipal . I feel sad . Just a little . I wonder y I've to hate my hair . cause It's so freakin not beautiful . That's it . I wonder y I'm still fat . Ohh because I eat a lot and just stay eat . yeeeaaah , Stay calm and continue eat . yeay ! I'm a fat girl . be proud of it because I feel that I appreciate the food . Malah terlebih bersyukur k :p hahahaha Enough lah zati , hate being emo-ness liddis . Feel sucks . K , my life no sucks . My life no emo being . My life just happy cause I'm here and feel the happiness.. I feel the peaceful . Pipal around me just make me feel so nais :3 mihihihi 


So, hi ! The past was remarkably... THE SCHOOL WENT SO FUN ! :D what fun ? Fun lah ~ hahaha Act the 'school fun' means , 'My friends and the awesomeness' . And Not the 'School' :p   Please pipal , dnt misunderstanding . I'm just a human , I'll tell the truth for wht I feel to . so yah..That's it . My friends are so awesome ! They're just like so freakin cool , and Me ? I love being a happy garl and love to laugh . I'm just laughin' for what I think it's funny . Wait , kinda awkward when I laugh so hard n suddenly Afruz look back and stare me . Tht's really awkward . Really really awkward . I do , please stop staring at me cause I know my laugh are so funny just like a monkey being so pervert and wear bikini . LOL Truly , I love the way I accept 'my bitch life'.. Yes , I mean My life is too awesome and I love ma life . Peace v^.^v I won't forget the moment when I laugh so hard with Era Fazira . wit wit :p hahahaha No I mean , Era . I dn't know lah apa yang dia dah bomoh I since puasa ni . Me ? Ok , since susah nak meet my kakak wani , I just spend ma time with mah bitchmates . They're always make me laugh and wont stop laughin' with their funny bits . Ok they're so Fun . Stay rockin' , and kewl liddat guys \m/ . 


I'm here and everywhere , I feel i miss baby bitch , wani :( Wai taim puasa ni susah nak date together gether ? You no love me ? you no miss me animore ? :( Hm really really miss you for every seconds I'm breathing . K why I'm being as sweet as candy ? Hm being emo kejap sebab rindu wani . Miss her laugh , miss her smile , miss the way me and her being a bitch and It's the amazing moment :') Really really miss my kakak gigi besi warna banyak banyak :'( chilll... My baby boypen ? Awwww , He's always make me fall in love with him all over again and again ♥ He's cute . too cute lah skrang , Ikut I kan ? :p hahahaha I always like 'Eh , just a few weeks to go and then i'll hold your hands and can spend time together gether ! :D' can't wait nak jumpa boypen tite . hihi So , what's up now ? I feel so happy . Happy for what ? for being happy everyday . LOL I'm happy because I already can live in my life with the truely blessing from above , My dearest family and my boyfriend that already being apart of my life . And My pretty kind of friends . Hey guys , thanks for making me happy :') I already can accept 'the nowadays people' . Well , this is the meaning of life . more drama , more pressure , more challenges , more pain . But you've to live it right ? Be smart and just follow the rhythm of the world pipal . Night ! xx


P/s: Hey , I've a lots of story to tell ya here . But yaaaa...my post already looks like , Eh too long , can stop already :) . Maybe tomorrow ya ? I wanna share abt my fasting month . It's really really fun ! hihi Oh Hi . Happy 1year & 2months together , to my boyfriend btw (: I love you , Ahmad  Faiz ♥